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标题: [原创]罗聪作品.短篇 [打印本页]

作者: 罗聪    时间: 2007-8-4 13:38
标题: [原创]罗聪作品.短篇
<p></p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp;妄杀</p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 63pt; mso-char-indent-count: 7.0; mso-char-indent-size: 9.0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 华文新魏; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">(短篇小说)</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 华文新魏;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 84.35pt; mso-char-indent-count: 7.0; mso-char-indent-size: 12.05pt;"><b><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">罗</span></b><b><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp; </font></span></span></b><b><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">聪</span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体;">&nbsp;<p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我有个朋友,是水果店老板。我还有个姐姐,尽管不是我妈生的。据说她出生后九个月学会第一句话并因此声名大噪,成为童星。当时她说:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我是娱乐圈的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她的名字叫洁洁,却让我叫她姐姐。我要说的,从洁洁开始。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>她和水果店老板认识是在一个傍晚。当时夕阳挂在天边,几丝浮云折射出一种悲惨的颜色,好象在说,太阳要挂了。空气渐渐凉下来,我打了一个寒战。<p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我和水果店老板正讨论他的黄带经典还是水果经典的问题,这时有个女声说:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">其实都不经典。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我愣在那里,打量着这个女孩子:她年龄不到20岁,一头墨发,很清秀的样子,穿一身宽松随意的休闲装,两个大眼睛愉快地眨巴着,双手插在腰间,很自然地摆出了一个POSS。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>水果店老板从镜子那边走过来,说:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我们认识么?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">其实这是我想说的话,被他抢了先,我有种怪怪的感觉。但想到他不抢先我也说不出话,心里好受了些。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>随后水果店老板和她聊的很开心。他说的话在我看来是不可思议的,就像他见到我面对女孩子总是开不了口一样,看来他那样的行事方法对付女孩子比较有优势。我看着他们聊,觉得很乏味,就把头转向了那面镜子。我看到一张可恶的脸,很让人讨厌的那种。我时常有暴力倾向,不知道这是不是精神异常。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>随后水果店老板约她出去了,临走前还跟我眨了下眼,那眼神仿佛对我说:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">有种你揍我。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我真想一拳打过去,让他的眼睛永远不能眨。有时候我是个没种的人,那个眼神说的很对,因为要揍早揍了。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>他们走后我百无聊赖,想着那女孩子的样子和水果店老板色眯眯的表情,感觉自己是个白痴。我顺手拿起一把刀子,突然想杀人。我打量着那把刀子,雪白的刀刃把夕阳的光反射到我的眼睛里,微弱的光这时竟然如此鲜艳,它是昏黄的吗?不,那是鲜红的血液。刀子在对我说:你要杀人。对,等水果店老板回来的时候,我要杀了他。刀子捅进他的心脏,一定会有鲜红的血液喷涌而出,那是怎样激动人心的景象。或者把他阉了,后者对他更有教育意义。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我用刀子削苹果皮,好象那是水果店老板的皮。苹果皮离开母体的时候发出沙沙的声音,仿佛水果店老板垂死挣扎时的尖叫。<p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">天渐渐黑了下来。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我在水果店里等着。水果的味道极好。我回忆着刚才那女孩子的样子,更加痛恨水果店老板。我是个很会痛恨的人,找不到理由的时候就会发明理由,没办法,这是一根筋的表象。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>眼前突然闪过一个图象,是刚才那女孩子吗?我的脑子很乱,突然大笑起来,像个白痴。我的头疼了起来,好象有东西即将裂开。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>水果店老板跟洁洁从水果店走出去。路灯安安静静,好象在看这座城市的笑话。水果店老板看着那些路灯,耀眼的灯光下很多小飞虫捕捉着这些人造的光亮,不时有被烧焦的小飞虫垂直坠落。地上是水泥做的地板砖,冰凉如虫子的躯体。虫子坠落到地上发出微弱的响声,水果店老板听到了。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>更多的小飞虫加入捕捉光亮的队伍。它们应该寻找阳光,却被蒙骗了,水果店老板这样想着,突然觉得一切都静止了,静止的空间中有个声音:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">你多大了?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我多大了?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">他问自己。他看着身边的这个女孩子,感觉时间在颤动。其实是她在颤抖。天气有些凉了。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">你想知道我多大了么?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">女孩子微笑着说。那微笑让水果店老板感觉不出她在颤抖。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">你说呢?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">你不知道我更不知道。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她仍然微笑着。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我不知道。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">往日的落寂在渐渐消失。女孩子很漂亮,路灯光映在她的脸上,并不显得惨白。那是一种让人感觉很塌实的颜色。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">为什么?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她依然微笑。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我觉得时间静止了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">水果店老板说。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">那是因为你静止了,往前走就不会觉得了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她指了指前面,看到前面是一对男女在热吻,赶紧把手缩了回来。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>水果店老板笑了,发现自己正原地站着,就试着向前走了几步,果然感觉时间又开始流动。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我喜欢时间消逝。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">他说。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">为什么呢?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">那样我会感觉到时间的尽头。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">有时候,时间没有尽头。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">没有吗?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">水果店老板突然问她。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">有吗?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她大笑起来。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>她的笑让他想起了一个人。他也突然大笑起来。他觉得他们俩像两个白痴。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>他们仍然没有回来! </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>天已经完全黑下来。我打开灯,刺眼的乳白色光亮让我感到愤怒。我拿起刀子,摸了摸那明晃晃的刀刃,手立即被划破了一层皮。用来杀人,这个有点太快了,杀人不见血可不过瘾,还是把刀刃磨钝一点好。然后我继续削苹果。浑浊的果汁渐渐布满刀身,滑过刀刃,一丝冰冷的光亮在一滴珍珠一样的果汁里面闪了一下,果汁垂直坠落到地上,瞬间扩大成一个圆。刀刃仿佛钝了一些,但仍然保留了足够的杀气,是把好刀。我很兴奋。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>他们回来了。男的奸笑女的淫笑,奸夫淫妇就是这副样子。女孩子的表情渐渐收敛,微笑着对我说:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">你在干什么呢?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">准备杀人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我继续削水果。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">你挺个性嘛。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-char-indent-size: 10.5pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">难道杀人就是个性?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我的兴奋被她的话弄的四散开去,手也没那么有力气了。水果削好了。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">一边说杀人一边削苹果才是个性。苹果好吃么。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她看着我手里削好的苹果。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">好吃。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">苹果确实很好吃。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我也要吃。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她贪婪地指了指苹果。我觉得她有些可笑。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我把苹果给了她,她一口咬了半个。我又习惯性的拿起一个水果,正想削,眼睛被刀子反射的灯光晃了一下,这提醒着我一个重要的事情:水果店老板在哪里?四下看看,没发现他。死哪里去了?我还没杀呢。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">挺好吃的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她说。我没答茬,因为她说话的时候不小心把嘴里的水果汁喷到我脸上一些,让我暂时丧失了对她的一些好感。她发现自己失礼后马上撩起袖子给我擦脸,我想到眼前这个漂亮的女孩子在跟我痛恨的人交往,突然抓住她的手腕说:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我想杀人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我拿起刀子恍了恍。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>她看着我,表情有点郁闷,说:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我还想吃苹果。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我没答茬,拿了一个苹果削起来。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">哈哈哈哈<span lang="EN-US">----真是个白痴。</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她咯咯咯笑起来,那笑在说:你其实并不是个白痴。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>等我削苹果的这段时间她对着那面镜子发呆。见我在看她,就问:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">你为什么老看这面镜子?里面有什么?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>她的微笑和问题让我觉得这是她对我的嘲笑,就没回答,只是手的力气用的更大。手里的苹果发出令人兴奋的沙沙声。我又想起了水果店老板。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>晚上我做了个噩梦,梦见一对男女在做些淫荡事情。一片模糊,好象全世界的水雾都集中到了这里。我使劲寻找着那声音的来源,却越来越远。突然那声音转移到了我身边,却没发现任何东西,只听到一阵阵喘息声。一个男人在大叫:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我是水果店老板!</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我立刻被惊醒,衣服已经湿透。我抚摸着枕旁的刀子,它闪了一下,那是月亮冰冷的光。窗外一阵寒风吹来,夹杂着阵阵杀气。我想寻找这杀气的来源,却怎么也找不到。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我再也睡不着了。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>第二天我去水果店。清晨的阳光并不明媚,风很凉,和昨晚一样。每经过一盏路灯,都会看到下面有很多虫子的尸体,它们大多保留着被烧焦时的最后动作。倘若是人,他们一定会被风光大葬,可能还会调查他们的死因。可是,一切那么安静,只有清洁工把他们清理到垃圾箱内,等待垃圾车的到来。它们将被当作垃圾处理。这是生物链吗?没人回答。我突然感到眼睛不适,就揉眼睛。应该有黑眼圈了。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我用两只手揉双眼,那是一种很奇妙的感觉。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">——</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">眼前一片漆黑,这时就会或多或少出现幻觉。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我感觉自己升上了天空,天空有云,是彩色的,他们在翻动,变换成各种美丽的形状。云层渐渐散开,眼前出现一个很气派的屋子,想必一定是人类世界之外的事物。我想走近些,双腿却无法动弹。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">——</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我被云束缚着。云继续在我前面散开,却仍然束缚着我的腿,我感到很无助。这时仿佛有人在我肩上用了一把力,力气很小,但足够我摆脱那些云,我突然间又活动自如了。这种力量来自哪里呢?我寻找着,周围的一切却突然都不见了。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>一片漆黑。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">你好。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">是一个女声,好耳熟。我不想退出自己的幻觉,没有睁开眼睛。这么美好的声音,也一定是幻觉。我想继续幻想,眼前仍然是漆黑。我感到很郁闷,怎么回事? </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">你在想什么呢。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">又是刚才那个女声。我意识到肩上有些温暖,这感觉真好!我睁开眼睛,看到比刚才的幻觉更加美丽的事物。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>是昨天的女孩子。她正把手放在我的肩上,见我睁开了眼,就缩了回去。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我也要去水果店,我们一起走吧?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她询问我,还不如说是希望。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">好啊。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我朝她微笑了一下。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我们一起往水果店走去。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>她偷偷瞟了我一眼,见我在看她,又把头低下去,头发挡住了她的表情。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">你知道那种感觉意味着什么吗?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她突然问我:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">当你见到一个异性,你只能感觉到他(她)的内心,就像他(她)感觉到你的内心一样,并且你首先想拥抱她而不是上床。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我想了想,回答道:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我想那是爱情吧。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我爱上了一个人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她停了下来。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我也停住了脚步,感觉有些不大对劲。我看着她,没有说话。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>其实一切已经明了。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我们对视着。她的眼睛是棕色的,我发现那里隐藏着一种少见的东西</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">——</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">它的名字叫真诚!这让我想到了水果店老板。我有点不好受,想对她说这感觉我也有,而且对象是她,那种感觉很强烈。见我没反应,她有点失望。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我现在只想杀了水果店老板。我摸了摸兜里的水果刀,水果刀仿佛颤动了一下。它应该知道,下次削的将不是苹果。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>我停住脚步,想转身回家,她却叫住了我。她的眼神有点异样:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">水果店已经到了,你去哪里?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我只好走了进去。我问自己:为什么要进来呢? </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>水果店老板看到女孩子,立刻来了精神:</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">是不是想我了?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>才一晚上没见面就问这么不要脸的问题,可见此人是二皮脸。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span>女孩子的表情有点奇怪,不知道怎么回答。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">对了,你叫什么?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">水果店老板问。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">你可以叫我洁洁。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她的微笑让人怜惜。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">这个、不大顺口。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我可以叫你姐姐么?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">我说。 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;"><br/>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">“</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">可以啊。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: 华文细黑; mso-ascii-font-family: 黑体; mso-fareast-font-family: 黑体;">”</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-hansi-font-family: 华文细黑;">她笑着说。一头墨发随风飞舞,朝阳的光倾斜在上面,像一团燃烧的火焰。
作者: 黑天才    时间: 2007-8-4 13:38
小说世界往往充满的就是不和谐和不合理,结尾把主人公归置到精神病医院去反倒削弱了小说的暴力情绪。同时也看得到作者有意向某种东西妥协──无论如何,也要找到一个解释的出口。否则人类不理解。处于精神病医院就都理解了。要不医院里都是清醒的,要不医院外是清醒的,这是另一种意义,也没多大意思。<br/>至于在哪儿发表的,我觉得以后你在网上贴的时候还是拿掉的好。黑蓝很多小说都比你这篇写的好,能不能上刊物根本不在一个范畴内。<br/>在我看来你这篇还不如猪和王八那篇。
作者: 罗聪    时间: 2007-8-4 13:38
这个小说写的早了,是去年的作品,那时刚学写东西嘛,不太成熟.就这样定了稿.不好意思.




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