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标题: 回首又见她 [打印本页]

作者: 秋禾    时间: 2007-8-4 13:43
标题: 回首又见她
&nbsp;那青葱岁月犹如哒哒的马蹄声,在我们回首弥望之际已渐渐远去,只留下滚滚的红尘,待到尘埃落地的时候,那或明晰,或模糊的印记也就开始了岁月的述说。岁月悠悠,娓娓道来,哀而不伤,悲喜有度。<div>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 不知从何时开始,人类习惯了迁徙,兴许是为了更好的繁衍生息。人们从一个窝挪到了另外一个窝,不管窝的好与坏,能温暖人心的便是个好窝,温馨的窝。正如那句话所说:金窝银窝都比不上自己的狗窝。处在岁月之下的窝,也因斗转星移而慢慢变化着,虽没有沧海桑田般巨变着,但亦会渐渐地老去,像一个迟暮的美人发出惋惜的慨叹……</div><div><span style="COLOR: #ff0000;">她<span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体;">&gt;&gt;&gt;</span>小镇</span></div><div>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 我所生长的小镇是个热闹有时,安静有度的小地方。她的美正源于她的拟人化,白天她无疑是热闹的,但这种热闹与大中城市的嘈杂是不同的,是那种闹中有静,静中又夹杂着闹的热闹,富有气息。在夕阳西下的时候,落日的余辉会把小镇染得绯红,像个羞赧的姑娘。暮色四合之际,各家也就燃起了灯火,小镇便在这温馨灯火的映衬下,慢慢地进入了睡眠状态,直至夜阑人静,小镇就处于酣睡中了。而我呢,小镇的静谧孕育了我醴泉似的灵感,让我在书案上奋笔疾书,抒发着心中的惆怅与哀乐以及对心爱姑娘的眷念。</div><div>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 回到小镇已数十日之久了,每天的生活近乎单调,看看书写写字观观影。会在日落大街的时候,带着对叶的思念到小镇的大街小巷上转悠,让落日的余辉爬满我身。在人流涌动的街角边驻足,望着人群发呆。期间会萌生许许多多的忧伤,那些忧伤纷纷扬扬地飘散到空中,最后被无情地踩在脚底下。我感伤于若干年前那个在街角翘首企盼的身影,那个有着一头秀发,温婉可人的外表,莞尔微笑样子的姑娘。还记得我们在这里说的每一句话以及她的轻声细语,我想这里的一砖一瓦一定都刻录着我那已然过世的爱情,还有更多发生在街角边的爱情。她们或逝去,或永生,或行走边缘,或行将就木。我不知道该如何祭奠那些逝去的爱情,不过我想好好经营保佑活着的爱情就是对她们最好的祭奠了吧。</div><div>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 死者已矣,生者永生!</div><div>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 那些我爱的人,你们在小镇上都还好么?你们的复读顺利吗,事情顺心吗,彼此都还深爱着对方吗?我回来了,我们又可以在一起感伤,一起缅怀了。还记得我们一边喝酒一边K歌,歇斯底里地呐喊,最后抱头哭泣么?我缅怀与你们在一起的青葱岁月,那时候我们唱啊跳啊,想借此来摆脱那些忧愁与烦恼,那烦人的成绩,扰人的念叨,还有所谓高材生鄙夷的眼光!</div><div>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 对不起,我那忧伤念头又在蠢蠢欲动了,请你原谅,因为我本性忧郁。但是自从叶来到我身边之后,我的忧伤正在慢慢蜕化,不过不会消失。我会尝试着哀而不伤,悲喜有度,忧伤有理的。</div><div>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 窗外又响起了清道夫清理街道的声音了,卖烧饼炸油条的也支开了摊子,不远处的宰猪场亦传出了吱吱声,我好像看到了磨刀霍霍向猪羊的情形了;远处天与山沿的交界处,微微露出了鱼肚白,小镇在熹微中慵懒地醒来,伸着懒腰;紧接着还会有路边卖混沌的叫卖声,屠夫在案板上剁肉的砰砰声,收破烂,买货郎的吆喝声……</div><div>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 这就是小镇,我在回首中又见到她了。我想等我们都垂垂老矣的时候,小镇依然会伸开双臂,微笑地迎接我们的归来。落叶归根。</div><div><span style="COLOR: #ff0000;">她<span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体;">&gt;&gt;&gt;</span>花儿</span></div><div>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;"那片笑声让我想起我的那些花儿,在我生命每个角落静静为我开着,我曾以为我会永远守在她身边,今天我们已经离去在人海茫茫……"</div><div>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">忘不了《那些花儿》给予我的感动,那是首能让我想起许多往事的歌曲。在朴树的浅吟细喃中,那恰是青橄榄味道的初恋像洗印室里的底片一样,慢慢地在眼前浮现,继而清晰,仿若发生在昨日。只是当我伸手触及的时候,那幻想便被打破了,泛起点点涟漪,原来昨日早已逝去。找不回了,看不见了,闻不着了。知道么?我们已经回不去了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span>
        </div><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">这是朵未曾属于我的花儿,她只是晃晃忽地从我眼前掠过,我还来不及细细品味从她身上所散发出来的芬馥,她便躲进他人的怀抱了。她幸福地笑着,告诫我好好读书,别胡思乱想,让我不用担心她,她会照顾好自己的。她说,俊贤,你是个才华者,你的梦想会实现的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span></p><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">对于这朵花儿我一直都是远远地守望着,未曾有过多余的想法。我天真地认为,她会以一种孤傲的方式盛开着,直至高中时代的结束,她不需要任何人的陪护。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 四月的操场上,凉风习习,绯红的晚霞贴在花儿素白的脸上,一席白衣的她轻快的在跑道上跑着,乌黑的秀发任由清风的亲吻。像一阵春风,拂过你的秀发,你的脸,你的每一寸肌肤。在走出高考栅栏之后,我以为再也见不到她了,因为她已经被他人采撷走了,一点味道都未能留下。走了,走了,她幸福的走了,没有感伤,更没有回眸……</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;然而在我回到小镇的数十天后,她却突然出现在我家店铺门口。笑灿灿地站着,我走过去,想数落她的不是,但我却没有,脱口而出的却是,知道么?我以为你去了福州,我在那儿整整找了你一个月。她却笑而不答,举起手来拍拍我的肩膀,说,我没有忘记你们。我在p县复读。独自一人,一个人过活,没有跟任何人联系。我本以为见到她会有一种欣喜,出乎我意料的是,我,安之若素。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;还跟他在一起么?(我淡淡的问道)</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 嗯。还跟他在一块,他也在福州读书。(她轻描淡写地带过)</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;你呢?有女朋友了吧?(她斜着脑袋问我)</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;呵呵,有了,我很爱她,她也爱我。(我幸福地笑着)</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 那好好待人家,我想你现在会是个好男朋友,日后会是个好丈夫。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; …………</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 没有过多的言语,在互换了联系方式之后,她便转身告辞了。我凝望着她的背影,也迈出了转身的步子。她还是没变,美丽依旧,淡雅依旧,清纯依然。而我变了,彻底地变了。我从06年的九月开始苍老,那些过往的岁月我已将她埋葬,一起埋葬的还有过往的爱恋。请原谅我的无情,不过我会为你们树碑立传,以祭奠你们的离去。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;回首又见她——花儿。花儿,保重。</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #ff0000; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">她&gt;&gt;&gt;<span style="COLOR: #ff0000; FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">故土</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 车在蜿蜒的山路上慢吞吞地行驶着,犹如蜗牛上树。路的尽头是个炊烟袅袅的小山村,那儿承载着许许多多的传说,千年不灭,传承不息。那些传说被坐在打谷场上的老人们一代一代地传甬着,掺和着夏日的味道。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 这是个让我又爱又恨的村庄。我爱她是因为她哺育了我;我恨她是因为住在这个这个村庄上的人曾经深深地伤害过我以及我们一家。其实我的恨是不该迁怒于她的,因为那是社会造成的,于她无关。哪个母亲不爱自己的儿女呢?要怪只能怪生于斯长于斯的人们。是他们那根深柢固的嫉妒心里,还有那从中作梗,坐山观虎斗的秉性才引起了我对他们生恨。土改运动,文革十年,四类分子,四类之后。那些强加在我们家族三代人头上的罪名,谁能补偿!</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 我的故土赋予了我凄惨的童年,你能体会出那种凄惨吗?罢了,罢了,我不想再诉说了,那个年代的苦难就让她过去吧。既往不咎。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 已经好些年没回到G村了,不知她是年老了,还是旧貌换新颜?</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;当车子抵达我们家那老房子的时候,我走下车来,驻足观望了许久。残破的瓦当,风蚀的洼地,斑驳的墙面,长苔的台阶。它像个经历过岁月与人世双重洗礼的老者,历经沧桑。虽然站着颤颤微微,但那份锐气却未曾减少。房子外围疯长的蒿草俨然是在掩盖岁月的创伤,不过我觉得那是欲盖弥彰。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 当夜,我住在了姑妈的家里。吃完饭后,跟姑妈拉拉家长,跟姑丈聊聊天。姑丈抽着旱烟,他说,时下政策越来越好了,务农不再是只见力气出,不见谷仓长的亏本生意了。姑父的话透过他嘴里吐出的烟雾说出来,显得浑厚而富有哲理,或许只有庄稼汉才能悟出此番道理吧。他接着又说,等明年,茶叶收成了,就让林儿(我表弟)到外头念书去,希望他能像你爸几人一样赶紧离开这穷乡僻壤。要不然,以后别说能有多出息,就连讨个媳妇都成问题了。现在的姑娘啊,是只顾着往外嫁,可没盼着往回走哩!我只是默然地点点头,我想这便是庄稼人特有的哲学吧。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 跟姑父谈完话,抽身回房间路过庭院的时候,站着那儿沉思了一会儿。墙角边的蟋蟀在那儿弹着琴,使我不禁想起了童年的乡间生活。那时候我们总爱在田间地头串着,捉蟋蟀,斗蟋蟀,谁输了,谁的蟋蟀就是王八,他自己便是王八的老子。现在想想,其实我的童年并不是一抹儿灰,也有阳光照耀的时候。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 翌日清晨,我站在门廊上伸着懒腰,望着不远处的梯田上,早起的人们已经开始劳作了。老水牛,铁铧犁,庄稼人,紫藤鞭,吆牛声,这是一副浅浅的水墨画。整个村庄的上空氤氲着雾气,楼房里家禽的叫声,小溪边上妇女的捣衣声汇成一片。早起的老人们坐在家门口泡着茶,等待暖洋洋的阳光爬满全身。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 还来不及吃早饭,我就迈着轻松的步伐来到了就近的梯田边,看着正要被翻新的田地,吆牛的是个二十多岁的小伙子。不知为何,那小伙子看到我的到来之后,减缓了犁地的速度,他注视着我。最后走到我跟前,他问道,你是俊贤吗?我疑惑着,反问道,你怎么认识我?他笑着放下了手里的鞭子,坐到我身旁的田垄上。我是阿财啊,你不认得我了吗?我哦了一声,既没有恍然大悟,也没有不以为然。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;阿财是我的一个远房亲戚,要不是他主动介绍,光让我瞅着他那因劳作而过于苍老的脸庞我还真认不得。阿财长我三岁。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 抽烟不?(他从上衣的口袋里掏出了“特牌”香烟)</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 不。你抽吧。(我把他递上来的烟挡了一下,看到阿财悠然地把烟点着,叼在嘴边)</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;在外头读书还好吗?我听说你上大学了,你可是我们村第一位大学生啊。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;还行。也就那回事。现在大学生多得是,多我一个不多,少我一个也不少。(我不以为然地答着)</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 俊贤,小时候的事,对不起了,你别放在心上啊。(阿财沉默了许久才说出这句话来)</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 我只是笑一笑,什么也没说。就在这时,不远处径直走来了一位大腹便便的妇女,阿财指着那妇女说是他老婆。我后来才知道他老婆是花五千块从永定买来的。她老婆是给他送水的,来了之后,我叫了声嫂子。她也恭敬地笑了笑,问我早饭吃了没。招呼我去家里坐坐。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 杜鹃花快开了吧。(我望着远处的山头,幽幽地说)</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 嗯,你嫂子也快生了。到时候还劳请你给孩子娶个名呢。(他笑着说,嘴角扬起了幸福的弧度)</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;…………</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 我是在第三天早晨离开G村的。临走的时候,阿财追上我,硬塞了几个大萝卜和几根竹笋给我,让我带回家。他还说,等满山的杜鹃都开花的时候记得再回来走一趟。我说,那时候已经开学了。这杜鹃就留着以后再看吧。不知怎得,当我说完这句话,我看到阿财脸上泛起了阴郁。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 叶,等以后有机会了我带你到我的家乡看看。在阳春三月,那漫山遍野的杜鹃会让你双眼迷离。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;阳春三月,杜鹃花开,心爱的姑娘在山腰上欢快地跑着,红的是杜鹃,白的还是杜鹃。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 这就是我出生的地方,那个赋予了我爱,又让我生恨的G村。我在回首中又见到她了。再见了,我的故乡。</span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"></span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;"><span style="COLOR: #ff0000; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体;">&gt;&gt;&gt;</span>&nbsp; </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 当我们驻足回首的时候,弥望的是幽幽的岁月,还有不断离我们而去的人们。我们感伤,我们缅怀,可是那些温暖而美好的画面还是会消失,最后只能在脑海中深深地怀恋。痛苦的年代已经渐行渐远,而我们心里的创伤却久久未愈。</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></span></div>
作者: 秋禾    时间: 2007-8-4 13:43
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