【文丛报道】《滚石》：叙述的冒险——新小说作家群像

邱雷

<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　“小说不再是叙述一场冒险，而是一场叙述的冒险”。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　黑蓝论坛的崛起，是个奇迹。这个生于</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">2003</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">年的纯文学论坛，犹如一个庞大的帝国，把一群以创作最好的文字为己任的人拉入其中。他们通过语言、小说、诗歌、随笔和评论来建构身份，建立人际关系。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　这样一个圈子，问他们是不是相识、如何相识、平时联络么、见面干什么统统没有意义。他们甚至不认同在同一个圈子里，也许，更深得他们之心的说法是：我们都是写纯文学的。他们有时相交，有时相轻；有人发号施令，有人游弋边缘。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　在显而易见的艰难中，在行动力急剧衰退的今天，他们无视群众趣味，出版一套小说集。因为他们坚持自己不是乌合之众，而是小众，但小众身份是否意味着小众影响力？无人能下断言，只有时间检验一切。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/><br/><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br style="mso-special-character: line-break;"/><br style="mso-special-character: line-break;"/><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　<strong>顾湘<br/></strong></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';"><br/>　　</span></span></span><img alt="" src="http://www.heilan.com/imagesnews_07/F011H.jpg" border="0"/><br/><br/><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　早年成名于《中外少年》、《萌芽》，上海戏剧学院毕业后留学俄罗斯，现为《外滩画报》体育版编辑。出版过的作品有《安全出口》、《点击</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">1999</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">》、《东游一记》。即将出版中短篇小说集《为不高兴的欢乐》，黑蓝文丛系列。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　我早到半小时，在小咖啡馆叫了咖啡和蛋糕打算慢慢等，却看到马路对过有个眉目清朗的长发姑娘在探头探脑地挪着步子。聪明人就是有一副让人难以诉诸言语的聪明模样，我想不可能是别人了。然后她进店，眼睛明亮，刘海齐眉，睫毛涂得黑且未有“根根分明”，穿着有利物浦队标的黑色外套和有小碎窟窿的仔裤。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　在这之前，你读顾湘的小说——彩色的镜子中映射了飞舞的星和一个奇特的淡定灵魂。此刻，这个灵魂的图像、重量、色彩和边界，包括它的混乱、多变和不完美终于和一个切实的形象重合了。我几乎是立刻就喜欢了她。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　“穿利物浦的外套看球感觉自己就像贝尼特斯</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">(</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">利物浦主教练</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">)</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">。”话题从利物浦开始。游戏狂女仔顾湘开始玩</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">CM</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">（冠军足球经理）时用的是阿森纳，后来发现阿森纳蔻则蔻已，却实在是强队风范得教人太没成就感，便换成了利物浦来玩，却由游戏爱到球队，实心实意觉得利物浦兼具了诺迭克人的理想主义，帝国主义的战略精神和地中海人的伶俐、轻快又长于艺术的战术精神。那场利物浦把切尔西打得奄奄一息的比赛委实让顾湘找到了高度快感，而她兴奋之余居然还不忘嘲讽切尔西球迷：“他们一定要砸很多钱买</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">Armani</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">再做勒死前挣扎状的狠命松领带才能找到做穆里尼奥</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">(</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">切尔西主教练</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">)</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">的感觉吧。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　体育版编辑的身份也让她有了徇私的便利。今年</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">1</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">月，利物浦连战连捷，她打算在自己的版上放跨页的大幅报道；可她讨厌的小小罗即使蝉联了去年</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">11</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">月、</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">12</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">月的英超最佳球员，顾湘也会选择性失明：“从审美观上来说，这个人是不可接受的。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　从俄罗斯留学回国后，顾湘做过中央戏剧学院的老师，教电影鉴赏一一偷懒时就讲短短几分钟，然后兴高采烈地在课堂上放李小龙的电影，学生们则边看边兴高采烈地鼓掌，那真是悠闲闪亮的好时光；带着猫回上海后无业了一段时间，在淘宝上卖卖裙子，写写稿子，梦想着去当道士：“现在的道士很自由啦，可以结婚，上班时就跟合自己胃口的游客聊天，还能学乐器</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">!</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">下了班立刻能穿回靓衫。”她不介意放弃城市生活，认为自己对物质的需求是形而上的，即使道观基本都很偏远，但有网络则万事足，“总之，做道士真是无业人员的好选择</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">!</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">”正当她打算把做道士的理想付诸行动时，《外滩画报》让她去报到了，于是世间少了个懒散道士，多了个懒惰编辑。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　“我真的很懒。”顾湘做编辑时基本不改稿，做记者时基本不采访，外事靠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">Google</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">。即使采访也被采访对象盛誉为“见过的最不专业的记者”，她在被访者的楼下想了想，买了支笔，上楼又问被访对象借了张纸，一个小时的采访过后，纸上留了屈指可数的几个字一一基于这几个字，她写了报道的初稿，被编辑毫不留情地毙掉了。她也不焦虑，翻出乔伊斯的《一个青年艺术家的画像》抽了一段，换上被采访对象的名字交上了二稿，顺利通过。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　顾湘的两只小猫一只白色，名叫“金日成”，曾是流浪猫；另一只黄色，曾叫“张国荣”，但不想一语成谶从八楼跳了下来，口鼻出血，后肢瘫软。当小猫恢复得和原来没两样时，就和“张国荣”这名字永别，现在的名字，就叫“猫”。她守护着两只小猫，神经时刻绷紧准备与有虐猫嫌疑的邻居拼命：“讨厌小动物的人都是内心阴暗或势利的人。欺负小动物的人都是没什么资格生活在世界上的人。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　因为要买猫罐头、带猫去看病、对猫负责任，所以要赚钱，做编辑、写稿子、出书——书卖得不好，所以她还是没多少钱。更何况一笔意料中的钱到手之前就把它预支掉，正式到手后再花一遍，“所以入帐越多就只会更窘迫，倒不如没钱时物欲就不膨胀。”她一直觉得人要以穿衣服代替毛皮是莫名其妙、自以为是的，但也没有妨碍她买了整屋子的衣服，以至于要找的东西都找不到。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　“我就住在一个垃圾堆里，看着那么多身外之物我怒火中烧、自怜自艾起来。”她总结道。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　但是，克服不了物欲不代表无法抵制被主流收编，顾湘终归还是淡漠地蔑视着主流价值观：“内心死水一潭的人们正是这个社会的中坚，脆弱可是坚不可摧，连躁郁症也是不被允许的。要么撞墙而死，要么吃药消除它”；聪明漂亮的姑娘可爱，但还终归带着愤怒的嘲讽之意，她说：“一些穷人朋友是那样的：聪明，执拗，绝不妥协，尖酸，因你用某种妥协换来了钱而嘲讽你，进而更加愤世嫉俗，他们像流浪汉一样没什么正经事干，加上忧虑，于是看了更多的书，因此变得更加聪明、尖酸、愤世嫉俗、宁死不屈。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　她目光清澈看透一切，但绝不妥协：“那些自以为是的编辑，那些自以为把你的稿子改得面目全非就能对得起自己的落袋金，他们甚至会得意洋洋地告诉你他的一个故事框架，让你去填满一部可以大卖特卖的小说；那些自以为是的读者，以为看了你写的东西就对你拥有了某种权利，某种要求你写得像他们想象和需要那样的权利。噢</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">!</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">关他们屁事，读着那些愚蠢得直冒冷气的来信和留言，想到他们居然是你的读者，简直都要自我鄙夷起来。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　我们吃蛋糕喝咖啡，顾湘吃得很少但勤快地搅拌咖啡，全然不顾那已是一杯彻头彻尾的冷咖啡这个事实，“太安逸。外部环境不动荡，你就写不出有力量的东西。就像……”她顿了一下继续说，“你用冷水冲一杯巧克力，那些固体的东西都在杯底，不能溶解，不能和水合而为一。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　没意思，她觉得没意思，也不觉得自己有很多天赋，不能像费里尼说的“拍片像做爱”那样有流畅而快感的写作：一个句子的诞生总是艰难，接下来就可以写出几个句子，甚至是几个小段。但基本上，“我像那些古老沟渠中的一条，太多垃圾阻塞了河堤，因此思想流得很慢，只是从我的笔端一滴一滴地溢出。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　可她又迅速乐观起来：“福楼拜并不会惹我嫉妒，那样的句子我写不出。可是我嫉妒死冯内古特啦</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">!</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">”她低声嚣叫，认定自己也能写出《五号屠场》那样的小说，拿捏《冠军早餐》那样的语气和笔调，他只是提前了几年动笔。冯内古特用词、段落简单，以底层的身份痛恨政客的装腔作势，怒气冲冲质疑白痴和伪善的人，因此不奇怪顾湘对同样在文字中表达政治主张的高行健和帕慕克怀有一种不能克服的厌恶感：“讲一个故事，提一个高屋建瓴的政治主张或阐述一个政治原则，强调自己的人文关怀情操，既不好玩又显得十分伪善</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">!</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">”那些玩弄文字技巧的人也同样不能让她赞赏，因为“小说之本是讲述一个有力量的故事，而生活则应是这个故事的来源”，绞尽脑汁想出一些奇巧的用词和瑰丽的语句，做点缀也就罢了，但如果堆砌在成文中，削弱了文字的力量不说，还徒添使人厌倦的情绪。她最近读的是《小说鉴赏》，重返模范读者身份使她兴味盎然。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　顾湘喜欢的纳博科夫在《文学讲稿》中提供了一种模范读者的可能：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">1.</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">须有想象力；</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">2.</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">须有记性；</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">3.</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">手头应该有一本字典；</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">4.</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">须有一定的艺术感。她觉得读书多的人终究不一样，不过呢，“着装上赶时髦无所谓，我喜欢打扮光鲜的小孩，无脑也很好。但我最瞧不起赶文化时髦的小青年，自以为有脑、前卫，其实都是跟风复制来的思想还不自知，工业化机械化残障得厉害。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　“那不幸遇上了后者你怎么应付？”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　“啊，这个……我前几天在电驴上下了一套教授日本忍术的教学片，其中包括了隐遁之术，等我学会了，我就可以伺机土遁而走啦</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">!</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">”（文</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">/</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">丁肇华）</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br style="mso-special-character: line-break;"/><br style="mso-special-character: line-break;"/><br/>　　<span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';"><strong>洪洋</strong><br/><br/>　　</span></span><img alt="" src="http://www.heilan.com/imagesnews_07/F011G.jpg" border="0"/><br/><br/><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">ID</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">黑天才，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">1980</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">年</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">7</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">月生于黄州，过往情感履历复杂。现居上海浦东，黑蓝论坛专职工作人员。将出小说《抵制喜剧》，黑蓝文丛系列。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　“互相调戏乃采访的最高境界。”洪洋摆出资深记者的姿态对我谆谆教诲。当年他代表黑蓝论坛采访顾湘，成就了一部经典的调戏与反调戏教材。在那次采访中，作为采访者的洪洋的话语量占了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">70%</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">，不仅大肆自我发挥，而且还居心叵测地为被采访者制造了很多语言陷阱。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　“这段往事有没有衍生出你们互生情愫的后续事件？”我问。“没有，完全没有，这些年的联系一直断断续续。要生情愫也是我单生，后来就毅然地把她克服掉啦。”他笑嘻嘻地答，难辨话中真伪。我继续套话：“前几天我也采访了她，对她倾慕不已。”“她是个好姑娘，我过去的心让我对你说这句话，你要好好对她。”这句回答听起来像玩笑，琢磨起来话中有话，再想发现其实没有任何实质性的真相。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　但如果有人基于上述对话判断洪洋是一个狡猾得甚至有些轻浮的人，那他就错了。洪洋表现的只是他一种叫做“幽默”的天性，也正是基于这样的本能，他能随口说出“一般来说电话里和女孩说话是我的长处，但今天没有发挥。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">08</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">奥运是参加不了了”这种顺出来的句子，惹人发笑。他甚至以此表达自己的愤怒——因为发行渠道有问题，他的第一本小说《脏》很难在市面上看到，于是他质问出版商：“你们是不是把我的书发到非洲去啦？”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　假如幽默是他的天性，那真诚就是他的职责，而热情则是这个男人借以对抗冰冷现实的武器。早听说他的过往经历极其复杂，他也不讳言那些年少时的轻与重、浮与沉、缓与疾、乐与怒、寂寞和浪荡。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　他曾博有“少年天才”的美誉——洪洋对天才这个词始终有自我认同，觉得其音悦耳，而他的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">ID</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">黑天才也源自这种认知：那是</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">2000</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">年前后，喜穿黑衣的他给自己取了这个名字，并沿用至今一一少时他学习极好，但之后开始玩街机，在虚拟现实中取得的成就对他来说更有挑战性，于是沉溺于中，成绩也变得非常差。不过考初中时他居然又咸鱼翻生，重返年级前十：“尤其是语文，挺过关的。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　到了中学，他因个子矮，不讨女孩儿喜欢，老师也不认为他是潜力股，于是开始混日子。初高中时代是不愉悦的回忆，“类似你参加游泳比赛，别人都是枪手，只有你是凭自己实力。”高二时，他因为帮兄弟打架而被开除学籍留校察看，他把这次事件称为人生简历上的一段光辉历史，“一个弱小者很难有这样的成绩。”会考结束后他索性辍学，去了广东打工。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　洪洋的文学创作史就此拉开帷幕：空虚时看徐志摩，被思乡之情牵扯时就给家人写信，一个月甚至要写十几封；交了一个笔友，于是开始写诗；</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">2000</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">年开始在腾讯论坛发表作品，从诗歌转向小说；</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">2003</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">年接触黑蓝论坛，自此浸润论坛多年至今。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　在谈到文学与自己的生活时，超现实主义者布勒东曾经说过：“在文学和疯狂之间，我选择了文学。”而洪洋的生活更倾向于随心所欲。他并非狂热的人，也不是一个野心家，任何的束缚都让他觉得讨厌。他的全部经历是激情与放弃，热情与逃避的交替：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　结束了在广州的打工生涯，他回家乡开茶座、读书、组乐队跟人飙歌——天赋的好嗓子，他排练不用接音箱，唱“唐朝”也轻而易举。乐队毁于他的又一次肆情行动，某日为一女孩儿狂饮白酒后，排练了一下午就把嗓子喊哑了，后果严重，但不愿意被人用刀伸进嗓子动手术，付出的代价就是三个月没法说话。之后的经历更让人眼花缭乱，去杭州做编辑，再然后，就是在中国南方的诸多城市之间走走停停。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　他拒绝用“流浪”，无法欣赏“流浪”这个词中酝酿的土气感，更贴合他脾性的词是“游荡”，或者用句子表达：“我不在这个世界的任何一个角落。”他颠沛于硬座车上，每个城市呆一两个月，无关旅游和抒情，没有特定目的，只是一种生活的形态。他也不介意吐露那段时间用的基本是家人的钱：“我妈也无可奈何。后来我习文了，她也就放心了，觉得我不是个流氓。”家人颇开明，对他做的事情基本不干涉。他总结道：“做个好人是他们的基本要求。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　洪洋一年写</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">20</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">多万字，诗情喷涌，令人震惊的魅力里包含着一种跳跃性和野性的成分。现在回头看早期的作品，洪洋认为在语言上仍有可取之处。但仅仅是看，倘若一定要给评价，他笑了“我觉得那个小孩儿还是写得挺差的。”真正有创作上的突破还是在洪洋接触黑蓝论坛后，他结识了论坛创始人陈卫，并在</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">2004</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">年去南京拜访他，呆了四、五个小时，吃了一顿饭。那顿饭让他生出了恍惚感，觉得有什么事亘在前方，他不能忍受自己不去做。然后他梳理了一下自己的想法，发现想做的事是支教。于是立刻对陈卫说了自己的意愿，得到赞同后，他开始设法联系支教的学校，最后在安徽长丰落了下来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　奇怪的是，他是那种身处艰苦环境却全无知觉的人，当活下去成为头等大事时，那些挣扎的细节反而容易被疏漏。房顶随时会往下掉蝎子，是那种如果被蛰三小时内不治就会有大麻烦的毒蝎；水，碱性大，难喝至极，烧几次后水壶里会结一层厚水垢，但不烧不行，甚至开水放凉到</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">40</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">摄氏度以下，他喝了都要拉肚子。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　支教持续了一年，直到陈卫的一个电话才终止。“黑蓝”需要一个全职的管理员和网刊编辑，他就先去南京又到上海。这份工作是他至今惟一全情投入的，薪水不高，但终归是在为理想付出。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　“我们这一代，或者说乃至我们的下一代，可能都要成为这个社会大环境的牺牲品。挺绝望的。”他旋即解释道不是对自己的作品绝望，而是对文学现实绝望，对公众予以纯文学的认可度绝望。理想主义者也需要肉、面粉和牛奶。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　“我来给你讲一段儿传奇故事吧。”他颇为平静，“那时，我们被人‘包养’起来了。说‘包养’是因为这种形式，我们几个人不用工作，有人负责帮我们交房租</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">(</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">两室一厅</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">)</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">和水电费，给我们伙食费并常常带我们去吃饭。这个人姓李，是做房地产的，像大哥或叔叔那样照顾我们。他并不图什么回报，似乎只要我们做着自己喜欢做的事就很足够了。当然，他也不是大款。他曾经是大款，但后来破产了，消沉了一段时间，后来又重新出山做生意。我想这件事再过</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">10</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">年也应该作为传奇来看。当初住在那个叫祥和里的四五个人，现在混得都还行。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　那么，洪洋现在的生活呢？“挺丰富的”，接待黑蓝论坛来上海的朋友，打印黑蓝的网刊，闲暇时踢足球、打桌球、打街机。他说自己长得很普通，但其实“还是有几个女孩儿喜欢”。谈到现在的感情生活，他说：“不太好，应该说没有什么感情生活吧。”但随即又否认单身：“说自己是单身的话，太卑鄙了。”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　洪洋现居上海，但他不喜欢这个城市，他说自己呆的浦东没人气，也没有树。他在获得黑蓝小说季度奖的作品《不过是</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">OPEN</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">》的受奖词中说道：“小说落款在上海，而它的前半部分及小说全部考虑都生根于南京，除了收尾的两千字。我不想把这份惊喜记到上海名下，特此说明。”（文</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">/</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">丁肇华）</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br style="mso-special-character: line-break;"/><br style="mso-special-character: line-break;"/><br/>　　<span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';"><strong>柴柴</strong><br/><br/>　　</span></span><img alt="" src="http://www.heilan.com/imagesnews_07/F011F.jpg" border="0"/><br/><br/><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　本名张捷，女，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">1987</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">年生人，喜欢写小说，画画，手工编织，喜欢</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">Darkwave</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">。大一，影视编导专业在读，即将出版：《睡莲症》，黑蓝文丛系列。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　电话打过去的时候，柴柴正在睡觉。在家的时候，她总会熬通宵，黎明破晓前才睡去。她说在清晨看到阳光钻进房间的时候，会觉得自己是个被太阳捕获到的吸血鬼。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　这个姑娘对于夜晚的喜爱是毋庸置疑的，很安静，什么都可以，写小说、看小说、看电影、画画、做手工，没有人打扰，反正比白天舒服。休假的时候，睡很久，让天亮的时间很短，眨眼就是晚上。柴柴喜欢一个人呆着，人多的地方会让她感到不自在。所以对于大学生活很有些不喜欢，寝室里总有人，教室和图书馆里也都是人，惟一和高中有区别的是，在大学能遇上真正值得仰慕的才华横溢的老师。作为浅淡平和的典型，柴柴并没有对过去的老师表现丝毫不满，“反正都差不多”。回忆起高中后两年生活时，还是挺开心的。她总会逃课，先是去上早上一、二节，然后在大家蜂拥下楼做广播体操的时候，背起书包回家，后来渐渐都不去了，在朦胧的睡眠里度过整个白天。就在那段时间里，柴柴创作了迄今为止贴在公共论坛的大多数小说和涂鸦。而事实上，所谓公共论坛也仅仅是黑蓝一处。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-hansi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\'; mso-bidi-font-family: \'Times New Roman\';">　　柴柴说起话来细声细气，说得时间长了声音就低了下去。她一直腼腆，从小很乖，经常被同学们欺负，记忆里自己的橡皮擦常会不见。而老师为了她的乖劲能影响到捣蛋鬼却经常把调皮的同学安排在她的身旁，不想却害苦了柴柴。可她对那些人甚至连怒气都没有，只会偶尔迷茫。孩子们是否总有捏软柿子的天性或者人类本都是如此。很久后才意识到自己当时的退让和隐忍，不由得勃然大怒。柴柴从小就习惯独来独往的生活，到了高中更是因为不断逃课与座位的

崔益千

怎么缺了一个我最有兴趣的。

郭辣辣

这几篇都采的很好看哦．

生铁

<p>这个写得算很敬业的报道！</p><p>三个人都突出了个性。</p><p>马牛那个，原来读他的作品都没觉得对他那么有兴趣，读了这个采访和搭配的照片，我靠真觉得他是大隐士了。这和照片选取有关，但和文本的配合也有关。</p><p>顾姑姑那个照片，是我看过她最有魅力的照片（似乎在哪里看到过）。而她最丑的照片在我这里……从没有第2个人看过。</p>[em01]

[此贴子已经被作者于2007-4-22 18:18:53编辑过]

欲望的旋涡

<p>我最近很爱听这首歌：</p><p></p><p>愁啊愁<br/>歌手：迟志强<br/><br/>愁啊愁,愁就白了头<br/>自从我与你呀分别后<br/>我就住进监狱的楼<br/>眼泪呀止不住的流<br/>止不住的往下流<br/>二尺八的牌子我脖子上挂呀<br/>大街小巷把我游<br/>手里呀捧着窝窝头<br/>菜里没有一滴油<br/>监狱里的生活是多么痛苦呀<br/>一步一个窝心头<br/>手里呀捧着窝窝头<br/>眼泪止不住的往下流<br/>犯下的罪行是多么可耻啊<br/>叫我怎能抬起头<br/>离开了亲人我失去自由<br/>泪水化作苦水流<br/>从今后无颜再见亲人面<br/>心中增添无限忧愁<br/></p>

童末

<p>这个记者好聪明</p>

阿呆

《滚石》杂志是做什么的？

酒童

<p>生铁，我俩做个交易，我用一瓶好酒，换他顾姑姑的那丑照。如何？</p><p>咋就没采我赵松兄弟呢？我估计这个作家弟弟不依人采。没啥，不采他也牛——读他的小说比采他来得实成。</p>

亢蒙

《滚石》的访谈一向是好看的。

生铁

<div class="msgheader">QUOTE:</div><div class="msgborder"><b>以下是引用<i>酒童</i>在2007-4-22 22:12:08的发言：</b><br/><p>生铁，我俩做个交易，我用一瓶好酒，换他顾姑姑的那丑照。如何？</p><p>咋就没采我赵松兄弟呢？我估计这个作家弟弟不依人采。没啥，不采他也牛——读他的小说比采他来得实成。</p></div><p></p>哈哈，顾姑娘的难看照片，我早就删了，因为太难看，万一酒后传给别人，不是不厚道么。