<b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><p></p></span></b><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">昨日幽云遮面,金莲与菩提的光芒笼罩了一个单薄的女孩子,这就注定了凡世的孤迥与明媚,也就注定了千年的漂泊与回眸</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><font face="Times New Roman">!</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">——题记??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??在这个黄花又开,朱颜未衰的轮回里,我的拙笨的记忆常常会想起巴西电影《</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><font face="Times New Roman">CENTRALSTATION</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">》。让人难以释怀的,是关于它的一些文字如泣如诉。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??“把你的手给我,一个难看的,粗鲁的,变态的,贫穷的,没有爱情温润的名叫朵拉的女人,我帮你找回从未见过面的父亲,我的可怜的小孩</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><font face="Times New Roman">!</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??朵拉,把你的手给我。金莲与菩提会像护着我一样赏着你,宠着你。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??朵拉,我比你幸福。你不能否认,你没有的我都有。可是可是,当灼灼的月华升腾起来,我却走不出回忆的青冢。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??朵拉,我希望花开不败,鸟声如洗;我希望掌心的雪永不消散;我希望太阳是绿色的;我希望有一颗晶晶亮掉进我的黑眼睛里;我希望天底下的落叶能编织成一张硕大无朋的黄绿地毯,于是我轻灵地行走在诗篇中。朵拉,你在笑我吗</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">我在痴人说梦。我知道。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??朵拉,你在吗</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">我的寂寞,鲜显。我的泪眼,婆娑。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??我在腐烂。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??只有她能拯救我,她的湿漉漉的唇吻能温润我干渴的心田,她的黑发三千能把我冰蓝色的忧伤扎成大朵大朵的花束,她的翩飞的格子布裙能导引我走出迷雾森林。她,不是人。她是神。她住在青藏高原,她叫玛吉阿米。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??玛吉阿米,救救我</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><font face="Times New Roman">!<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??在青春的流光里,我过早地学会了淡泊。譬如音乐。譬如诗歌。譬如爱情。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??别人以为我很忙碌。我在认真。我没有任何理由感到不快乐。没有人能懂我。我是一箩筐的谎言,在前世;我是天地间的一个秘密,在今生。所以,冥冥中注定了,我会独特,我会寂寞,我会受伤,我会沉沦。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??命中注定,独特。寂寞。我想,把自己藏在一个空洞的蚌壳里,享受妖媚的黑暗。透过一星罅隙,看璎珞在绿藻丛中的梦沦陷。然后逃出万千林立的目光,才敢泪雨滂沱。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??在劫难逃,受伤。沉沦。我想,在玛吉阿米的神像前卜一签,关于曾经的话。柔情蜜意的,一字千金的,豪气冲天的,还有如话家常的,这些朴素而刻意的演绎,到底在生命的称上有怎样的斤两</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">我的愚顽如崔巍的岩,如果连莺莺燕燕的呢喃都堕如了凡世这鬼魅的歌声中,请给我一潭深情的海,我将把自己埋葬。这一次,请让我彻底绝望。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??玛吉阿米,我不曾听说雪域高原上在龙子幡翻飞的冗长说经声里湮灭了怎样的风流,我还在因为不懂生活技巧而横冲直撞。我像极了在肉案子上斤斤计较的老女人,分文不让地算计着自己的前程。每一次明眸善睐,却成了多情的打扰。相遇是一场天大的意外。仅此而已。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??除非花开不败,鸟声如洗;除非掌心的雪永不消散;除非太阳是绿色的;除非有一颗晶晶亮掉进我的黑眼睛里;除非天底下的落叶能编织成一张硕大无朋的黄绿地毯,我行走在诗篇中。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??除非……意外才会变成惊艳,意外才会变成心心相印,意外才不是意外。可是,没有除非。我在痴人说梦。我知道。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??女孩——</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??缘是天意,份是人为</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??相思无极,长恨无涯</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??月即圆时,亦是阙时</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??忍者为龟,悟者为佛</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??玛吉阿米,是你来检阅我的忧伤了吗</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">我是我自己的王,在我活的地方。让他们看,让他们说。我画地为牢,想与全世界划清界线,绝不轻允任何人的莫名造访,即使咫尺亦天涯。我期待自己小说中的主人公出现在下一个转身,在繁华憔悴之时。我的哀愁是桃红色的,我让我的哀愁无与伦比。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:'&#11:;':;mso-hansi-font-family:'&#11:;':">??天地间的秘密无须一语道破,假如我忘记哭泣,假如我把自己丢进一片时间海中,假如我是害群之马……没有假如。假如是一场无聊至极的白日梦。</span></p> 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