给芳芳的信3

李牧

亲爱的芳芳，
我又要给你写信了，因为我想和你说话，我很想念你。似乎，只有面对你的时候，我才会有很多话要讲。
我来纽约已经三个星期了，时间过得真快！三个星期，我从最初的看什么都新鲜，带着一点点忐忑的心，面对我所看到的一切。现在好像我对这里的一切都很熟悉了，好像我来这里已经很久了一样。有人向我问路，我还很自信的告诉他怎么走。路上的人走的很快，并且昂首挺胸，目不斜视。我也不由自主的跟着快了起来，这时候，我就提醒自己，慢下来，慢下来，好好观察。我真的不希望我变得和路人一样，对一切都熟视无睹。
对于Apex的日程安排，我真的很喜欢，只是我看东西的速度很慢，总是不能把每天安排的地方都看过来。我记起你曾告诉我，景不在多，会心即可，我也就安心了。二十多天了，我一直在问，面对纽约这样的都市，我该看什么？我很高兴，Apex安排了很多有意思的地方，尽管我漏掉了好多地方。休息日的时候，我还是去了古根海姆美术馆、PS1、自然历史博物馆。无论是从哪个美术馆出来，我都觉得有些无趣。看来，还有很多美术馆，去不去都是无所谓的事情了。我有一种意识，做出好作品来是不需要向那些美术馆里的作品学习的，但是需要自身足够的自信。
游客！是的，我就是一个游客，谁也无法改变这个事实。短短的一个月，一个游客在这里参观，能有多少有深度的体会和思考呢？所以，对于最后一周的公开谈话，我就有什么说什么了。顺其自然！
我要睡觉了！明天我会去阿姆斯特丹市场，期待明天是个美好的礼物！

Dear Fang,
I write to you because I want to talk with you, I miss you. I have much to say only face to you.
It’s three weeks I came to New York. time like an arrow! At the first I see everything was fresh, face to everything with a little perturbed heart. Now everything become familiar, as if I've been here a long time. I can tell him when Some people ask me the road. People walking fast on the street, and their heads held high, looked straight ahead. I could not keep my speed, so, I remind myself to slowly, slowly, to observe. I really do not want me to become a passers like them, with blind eyes to everything.
I really like the schedule from Apexart, , but I visited things very slowly, I always miss some place. I remember you once told me,we needn’t more landscape,some feeling in your heart is ok.In these days, I always asked myself what place I should to go in New York? I am very pleased, Apex arranged many interesting places, even though I missed a lot of places. Rest day, I have went to the Guggenheim Museum, PS1 and Museum of Natural History. I felt so tedious when I came out of Museum of Fine Arts.It appears that there are many art galleries, go or not go is not important. I realized we shouldn’t to learn with the artworks from the museum, but we need more self-confidence.
Tourist! Yes, I'm a tourist, who can change this fact?How many experence for a tourist in so short time? So, for the public talking in the end,I just say what I know. Let it be!
I want to sleep! I will go to the Amsterdam market tomorrow.I looking forward tomorrow is a wonderful gift!
Take care!
Mu
June 4,2001

学投河

看得我都感动了。

蓝风

做出好作品来是不需要向那些美术馆里的作品学习的，但是需要自身足够的自信

这句话很感触。也许太多的借鉴反而抹杀了原创的冲动。

李牧

做出好作品来是不需要向那些美术馆里的作品学习的，但是需要自身足够的自信

这句话很感触。也许太多的借鉴反而抹杀了原创的冲动。

这只是我当时刹那间的感受和想法。我知道，过于膜拜那些作品，会找不着自己。如果有足够的自信和冷静的思考的话，看再多好东西也不会迷失自己的。美术馆是需要去的，在那里确实可以给自己一个参考和比较。