<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt;text-indent:21pt;mso-char-indent-count:2.0"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">我是不久前从豆瓣认识黑蓝接着加入的,论坛都还没来得及好好看,不过已经看到猛人无数挖!遇到同好,欣喜兴奋中</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~~</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">前几天,得知有这么个活动,本想好好恶搞一把,奈何人算不如天算!计划赶不上变化,变化快不过电话</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">----</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">一个电话打来,俺已经决定要去厦门一带旅游鸟</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">......SO</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,我也不用班门弄斧的了,就发挥本人的优良传统,纯朴地,欢快地,随便乱谈一下我和阅读啦</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">以上都是废话,</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">NASCA</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">同学觉得多余的话就删了哈</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">^ ^<br />=======================================<br /><br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 为了节约时间赶着去收拾行李,也为了写得轻松一点,我就不管分类啊,时间顺序,内涵深度啥啥滴了,龙门阵随便摆哈!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /><font face="Times New Roman">A. </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">震撼过我还有对我触动很大的诗文</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 小时候家境不算好,看书一般就在书店里站着看,很少买回家,所以阅读量很有限层次也不高。我的爸爸给我买过一册彩图古诗集,那是我的诗启蒙读本,现在看来。。。。。。图好囧!不过诗词选得很经典。初中一次做文章是让写关于</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">"</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">哭</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">"</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">的,我回家翻完整本书,不过是小小地整合鸟一下下,再抒发了一下下</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">$&%(&()*)&_&</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">的感触,就被老师称赞了。。。。。。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 老师,其实,那个诸如</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">"</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">双袖龙种泪始干</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">"</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">滴诗句,我昨天才知道的说。。。。。我基本上背诵不了自己喜欢的作品的,学校规定除外。印象深刻入骨的,是那些瞬间击中我灵魂的只言片语。比如白居易</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">(?)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">有首诗提到的遗爱寺,天知道我为啥就记得这了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">||||||<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 又比如后来看射雕,对于穆念慈,就记得她这个特别的名字,记得杨康大坏蛋为了讨妈妈开心,会故意掰断小鸡小兔的腿骨请母亲救治。。。。。。后来有段时间感冒常喝念慈庵枇杷糖浆,味儿好,名字还这么诗意,我简直想当成饮料长期服用鸟!!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 第一次看上邪也很好奇,因为感觉得到那种古朴纯净之气,后来看还猪格格,</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">其实我看得很投入的,嘿嘿</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,就囧到无语了。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 诗经里的静女,氓</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">很现实,震撼,语言也美,初是矜持地调笑,期待,安然高贵,忽而转为惨切沧桑,可笑这样悲剧千百年来一向如此,从未改变</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">----</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">也许大唐时例外吧,唐人笔下的织女,是敢理直气壮地红杏出墙毫不怯弱的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">)<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 还有执子之手那首,以及横塘曲,乐府情诗,古诗十九首</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">凛凛岁云暮皆是经典。因为是无名氏作,我反而更萌。那个时候的人,不会象元稹一样假惺惺,写着取次花丛懒回头,半缘修道半缘君,还有。。。。报答平生未展眉的同时,也能写出会真记这么恶心的玩意儿。到鸟民国,胡兰成之流的下作更是让人无话好说了。就连我喜欢的沈从文先生,又怎样呢。他当初那样痴迷爱恋,后来一样埋怨张不明白他的心,跟他不是一路人,并且似乎也早已不忠了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">哎,哎,爱什么都是罪啊都是罪!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 以上诸作,都曾带给我类似的近乎净化灵魂的感动。高中时,学了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">静女</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,老师让我们根据诗歌写故事,我把以上部分内容杂糅起来,写了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">牧荑之初</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">。虽然文笔稚嫩,但我想,可能终我一生,这会是我难忘的,珍爱的一篇,因为很云淡风轻,很纯朴,很童话,尽管我把氓里面的倒霉催的姑娘也写进去了,不过,还是很乐观轻松的。。。。。。写的时候,我一直在脑子里自动播放</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">大明宫词</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">里的笛子插曲</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">母亲</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,眼前则是清晨江南小镇飘着薄雾的,水汽笼罩的微凉波漾,清健婀娜的普通女子迎着雾气,在天色微明中荡开竹桨,周围某角落便传起平和静美的彤管音色,随船逐浪。。。。。。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 额,一不小心又自恋起来了。还请各位原谅我无敌跑题抽疯脱线风</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~~</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">话归原题。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 高中好友兼道友说,一般而言,喜欢李白的都是刚入门的人。似乎我敬爱的陈寅恪先生也说李白比不上杜甫云云。不过,作为一个浪漫滴淫,一个有着豪迈气概滴淫,怎么可以,怎么可能不爱李白捏</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">???</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">李白大爱的瘐信,我也很喜欢。宁作野中之双凫,不作云间之别鹤,嘿嘿!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 还有最经典的,我看黄易的小说</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">边荒传说</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">>(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">建议可看。不太黄,很经典。当然秉成了他一贯的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">YY</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">风,以及男女相见,干柴烈火,不是仙子,就是妖魔的优</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">良传统</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"> -<span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span>-||||)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,咳,我还以为是他写的诗呢,后来才知道是瘐信的。他的诗呀,就没有不好的。太强大了!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">泻水置平地,</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">各自东西南北流。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">人生亦有命,</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">安能行叹复坐愁。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">酌酒以自宽,</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">举杯断绝歌路难。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">心非木石岂无感,</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">吞声踯躅不敢言。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 最后两句偏消极,估计他因为政治气氛才会这么压抑吧。很喜欢这首小学时候的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">送孟浩然之广陵</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,初时便觉一般,后来瞧它不上,再后来,我在忧郁做作的少女时期,看鸟著名言情杂志花溪</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">花溪,南风都是贵州地名呀!</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,某</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">伪</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">文艺女青年在文末用了此诗,还说她终于明白,那么简单的,连小学生都知道的诗歌,静下心品味,更觉隽永。突然,我跟</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">ZHUO</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">悟了!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 孤帆远影碧空尽,唯见长江天际流。。。。。。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 好了,我又想到王维了。绿艳闲且静,红衣浅复深。还有美男子在公主殿上弹奏一曲琵琶,</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">郁轮袍</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">>(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">名字不太记得清了</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,还有那首著名的红豆。一生长向佛,还有他与裴迪的深厚情谊,无一不让我等花痴向往挖</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 由于对于诗词,我爱的人实在太多,只好按下不表了。象杜甫,杜牧,李商隐,李贺</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">他写苏小小,让身为女子的我很感动。这个人,很真诚。他死得早,也断绝了他变质的可能。小贺贺,人民会记住乃的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~~)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">苏轼,李煜,姜夔,周邦彦,秦观,谢逸,辛弃疾,纳兰同学,还有本朝太祖。。。。。。哎,我这么容易爱人</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~~<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 说到花痴,我想到了王尔德。据说他的墓前石壁上印满了年年岁岁无数爱慕者的口红印迹!!我们有理由相信,作为一个文化名</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">GAY</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,他必然也吸引了许多</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">GAY</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">朋友前去拜访,</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">SO</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,不排除那重重口红印间也有异装癖或富有恶搞精神的同性恋留下的一些。。。。。。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 相信很多人在童年读他的童话</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">王子与燕子</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">>(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">好象又叫快乐王子</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">时都曾流泪叹息。我当时因为王子的悲天悯人,燕子的善良忠诚深受感染,然后还觉得那结局有点假,上帝多虚无冷漠!这个结局,我个人觉得带点讽刺意味,并不是为了勉强的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">HAPPY ENDING</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,或者给予你安慰希望的。也许此文有更深的隐含意义吧,我不知道。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 多年以后的现在,当我看到</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">DM</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">文</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">警察故事之燕飞</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">时,有了更深的感慨。伴随着一段段的童话重叙,另一个感伤的故事正在上演。燕子在孤独绝望的漫长岁月里,不知刻了多少回</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">"</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">少年心事几人知</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">"?</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">我一直难以原谅王其实,他那时不懂珍惜,不懂争取,太狡猾自私</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">-------</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">归根结底,是胆怯无能。燕子受的伤不是那么容易弥补的,也只有全心全意与之一生纠缠才对得起他了。当然,希望这纠缠是平淡岁月,细水绵绵,长长久久,至死不渝。燕子啊,淫民群众纷纷表示支持你拿出女王风度,把那姓王的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">SM</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">一百遍啊一万遍!!!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 说到了童话,当然要提安徒生。我不知道怎么说才能尽心中意。这位终生未娶的忧郁矮小的作家,常表示他喜欢在一生中最为辉煌快乐的时候死去,以此获得某种意义上残缺的完美圆满。小美人鱼是我的最爱,但我一直觉得,这个经典童话,谁都无法写出令人赞许的结局。冰雪女王给我带来了雪崩一般的震撼。从此我才真正理解了所谓童话的真正内涵。小美人鱼可以算凄美,冰雪女皇的结局似喜似悲,但全文的寒度足以冻死人。再看看小红帽,蓝胡子。。。。。。童话其实是不愿长大的孩子们在暂时脱逃恐怖恶心的成人世界时竭力呼吸的一口新鲜空气。他们逃得上气不接下气,因此,就如同你冲刺</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">800</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">米后停下来,你在水里几乎溺毙时挣扎到水面,那呼吸是仓促的,凄惶惨烈的,也是充满反抗意识的!我所爱的一篇</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">谎报夏</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,就充分展现出童话以及写童话,看童话的人脆弱,偏执,坚持,刚强的性格。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 但是,童话当然不只如此。我</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">10</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">岁生日时候,阿姨送了我一套三大卷的童话金库。有老舍</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">巴金</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">能言树</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,很感人,优美。有日本作家小品似的童话,其中有人鱼的故事,报应不爽,看了有点吓人,有点悲哀。这里限于时间,不多谈了。只把我记到现在,激励我那么多年的一则国产优秀童话告诉大家</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 这是属于一群大雁的故事。英勇的高贵的头雁夫妻为了救一只孤单老雁与鹫殊死搏斗,双双身死,留下鸟一个鸟蛋。新头雁无能且贪权仗势,老头雁忍辱负重抚养小孤儿长大。一老一少饱尝雁情冷暖,世事苍茫。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 为了训练小雁学习飞翔,小雁的两翅被侧各粘了北斗七星的沉重白石子儿,还要逆风而翔。。。。。。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 当然,结局我不用多说你们也知道。在每年的新军试飞比赛中,它在龙圈风面前临危不惧,最终带领年轻雁子们逃出生天,然后捏,哦,原来老头雁年轻时也是酷哥一枚,他找到大雁之王铁</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">XX</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,自然啦,小雁最终成了本群新头雁,那恶人受到适当报应。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 这童话当然有局限性和缺点,不过,我还是更愿意从中吸取力量与希望。我记得开篇的短诗,携带草原的矫健豪情,如果你真的能体会它,那么即使在困境落拓之时也不会失掉主张,削减风骨!它是这样唱的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:<br /><br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">不能翻越高山,</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">怎能踏上平原,</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">不愿挖掘深井,</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">怎能涌现甘泉</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?<br /><br />B. </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">然后就是风起云涌,再然后无人堪当大任的现在啦。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 首先,请允许我对民国以及前后的,一拨拨的英雄儿女,才子佳人致意!时势造英雄挖!长长的名单数都数不完。鲁迅先生,老舍,巴金,</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">顺便鄙视一下郭沫若</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,梁启超,冰心。。。。。。我非常好奇曾经汇集全国人才的昆明的战时西南联大。汪曾祺零星提过一些。不知道有否专门出书讲。诶,回头一看,写了不少了。最后,我要心情复杂地说说我所热爱的武侠,幻想,言情耽美文学。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 去年我在成都参加了为期</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">3</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">天的世界科幻奇幻大会。真是值得!我看到了今何在,大角,刀刀,夏笳。国外的大师级人物。其实我那时才第一次听说他们的名字。汗。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 江南最终没有来。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 我记得猴子在我们写手读者聚会吃饭时,接过我双手奉上滴孝敬他滴佛手果脯润喉,然后过了会我笑眯眯地问他</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">好吃吗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?"</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">他慢吞吞地,温柔腼腆地问到</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:"</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">恩。还有吗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?"</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">哦</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~~</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">猴子同学的声音实在素太温柔鸟!!!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 他在最后散场那天穿的淡黄色的衣服。当时人走得差不多了,我还舍不得走。我看到他一个人在空荡荡的角落发呆。当时,我不由得在心里腹诽道</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:"</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">哎,不管你倆谁是谁非,江南啊江南,你怎么对得起猴子啊!你这个宇宙无敌煽情矛盾脆弱死扛资深少男!装冷静,装商人,装装装,装你个大头菜啊!!!小样,你就是欠调教哇!不知道珍惜知足,永不退步啊!哼,当反派大流氓就那么爽歪歪咩</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">男人就是一步不退就叫男人咩</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">你觉得自己是个很成功滴有痔青年咩</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">你这是偏执狂</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">+</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">强迫症以及深度压抑情感缺失。这是病,得治!</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">"</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">阿弥陀佛!请佛祖原谅俺</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">`~~~</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">幸好他是看不到此帖滴</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 哎,我都没时间也没心情多说了。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> </span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">GOODNIGHT</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,小青</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">当初的倚天屠龙拟人叙事实在印象深刻。那时我还不太清楚倚天屠龙记。我喜欢赵敏,不过在她文中,尚未提到她。。还有黄上,刀刀,萧如瑟,沈璎璎。。。。。。很可爱的一群女人。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 还有骑桶人大叔!祥瑞亲王,以及爱抽疯的可爱的李多太子。话说沐灵王室成员未免太淫乱鸟。我实在搞不拎清这一大家子的亲属关系啊啊啊啊</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~~~~~~~~<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 骑桶人的梦奴珠珠。本来很慰籍人的,最后那个结局哟。。。。不慌多,我再去看次结局,到底是什么哦</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">桶桶啊,你表吓坏小盆友拉!想当年,我被你的春梦婆吓得不敢再看你的文了,一面泪奔一面心想这到底是哪里跑出来滴怪蜀黍啊!!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 恩,我看了梦奴珠珠。算是光明结局。桶叔说的没错,他是越来越积极了。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 我看过他的无端儿,这篇很惊竦。不是感觉,是内容。但越回味越过瘾,擦嘴</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">ING~~~</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">还有归墟,色彩诡丽,瑰奇之极。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 再说说</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">本少爷</span><font face="Times New Roman"> </font><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">吧。高中时就开始看他的文了。我每次看他的文章都不知道该是什么滋味。后来我没怎么再去榕树下,他那几年也消失了。后来在刀刀那里看到了挚爱的一篇</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">山海经</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">>(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">他写过两个山海经相关,较短的那个</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,篇首写着</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">为了怀念一个人,现在我们来读他的文</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 后来我和他在网络上聊过,也见过本人。我还是不多说了,简单引用一下曾经惊艳我的句子吧。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">山海经地址如下</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:<br />http://vip</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">rongshuxia</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">com/rss/bbs_viewart</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">rs?</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">bid=18892&aid=7361</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">下面引用了好多。汗,没关系吧</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">? = =<br style="mso-special-character:line-break" /><br style="mso-special-character:line-break" /></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">============================================<br /><br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 世间悲欢冷暖客,俱是山海经中人。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 我们说了很多后来都忘记了的话,但我始终记得她说过,我和她不一样,我已经没有了原形,所以哪怕假装,我也一定要把这个放容自身的尘世间,当作真正的归宿,那样,才不会常常感到一种巨大的,不可抵挡的悲哀。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 不象她自己,总是轻易就会有原形毕露的时候,这个纷乱的凡尘,是容不下一个异类的。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /><font face="Times New Roman">============================================<br /><br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 夏天的时候她划了木盆去采菱。那一串串水底藤萝,坠着星星点点的菱角。她摘下它们,掌中的菱角,初初出水,鲜红而清脆,就象一颗少女的明媚的心。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 而他偶尔会自水底猛地钻出来,故意晃荡木盆,扮水鬼吓她。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 一回,也是黄昏,她划了木盆去采菱角,他可巧正在池塘里捉鱼,故意躲在水底将木盆旋来转去,弄得她死死抓住盆沿动也不敢动。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 他露头吐纳的时候,她气得就势把一根菱角藤死死缠在他的脖子上,问他下回敢是不敢。他却故意翻着一双白眼,吐着舌头,缓缓沉入水底,半天不肯浮上来,</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 她以为闯了祸,吓得直掉眼泪,拼命喊他的名字。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 隔了很久,在她真的准备把木盆划上岸找人救他的时候,他忽然又探出头,双手搭在木盆的边沿,问她,旒云,如果我教你吹笛子,你会嫁给我么。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 他的眼睛里分明闪烁着一种光芒。她红了脸,再不作声,急急地,就上了岸。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /><font face="Times New Roman">============================================<br /><br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 这是我第一次比他先离开聊天窗口。他说世间的女子都喜欢讲故事。而他也许不知道,世间讲故事的女子,总是因为内心始终徘徊着一缕缕痛彻心扉的余音呵。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /><font face="Times New Roman">============================================<br /><br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 曾赠她以象牙五公梳的薛家公子,并没有再回来看望过她。他曾说她那头长发天下至美无双,想是后来找到了更动人心扉的秀发。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 不,也许不再是秀发,是别家明媚女子的贝齿,细腰,朱唇,葱指。世间绝美的人儿,哪里独独只她一个呢。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 她并不怨责。一个欢场女子怎么会把一夕短暂的欢聚就看成了永远。说到底他不过是她烂泥般的青春里的踩过的一个脚印罢了。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /><font face="Times New Roman">============================================<br /><br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 稍有些零余的银钱,也买些猪肉,送到村里读书的张先生家里去,因此也略识了几个字,懂得随先生吟:愁看陌上青青草,送尽行人总不知。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 他脸上终年都浮着一种笑容,好似这世上万般的苦难痛楚都不放在心上。先生说他不是个读书人,摇头叹息说,哪里曾有读书识字人不知忧患的?</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 他听先生叹气,骂他痴儿,仍是笑,一路衔了野草回家。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /><font face="Times New Roman">============================================<br /><br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 他给她们说起这深山的日月起落,云聚云散。不过一些平常的识见,却令她们似听闻另一个世界的始末。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 旒云笑,这才是快乐少年郎。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 她是见过那些白马青衫的书生的,他们哪里及得眼前这少年的朴实豁达,无争无求。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /><font face="Times New Roman">============================================<br /><br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 这日镜花一定叫嚷着要随爹爹去打猎,求了许久,她爹爹终究挨不过,只得多带几个随从,携着她去了。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 旒云在书房里写字,忽然听见有声音念:若问闲情都几许?一川烟草,满城风絮,梅子黄时雨。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 她没料得他也是识字的,微微愣了一愣,是他送冰镇的银耳羹过来,便咦了一声,多看他一眼,又垂下头去静心写字,一边写,又一边说,你若当真有心,我便与爹爹说,送了去好生读书,日后求个功名,这一世怕也终有出头之日。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 他屏息在一旁,犹豫很久,看着她,竟不知道说些什么,半晌,终于笑着轻轻退下。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 她回头望了他一眼,嫣然一笑,我也不过说说笑话罢了,你可别当真。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 窗外那树石榴开得太狂,象是一朵一朵小小的火焰在枝叶间燃烧。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 他沿着回廊急急地回柴房,目光都被这血红的石榴灼疼了,他真怕自己会想到一些什么,会笑不出来。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 她知道他是不愿意的。其实她也很想看看他家里那黄色的狗和白色的鹅,不过,只得罢了。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 夏天快要终结,老爷安排小姐回城。尽管管家说过他可以留在这里照料院落,他还是有了辞意。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 走的那天下了很大的雨,但是已经向老爷辞行过了,包袱都已打好,里头装了两位小姐送的一些银两衣物,数本书籍。他没道理再停留。管家一定要他带上一柄油纸伞,他也就夹在了腋下,到底舍不得撑开,怕一路的荆棘划破那脆薄美丽的伞面。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /><font face="Times New Roman">============================================<br /><br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 多年以后,他已鬓生寒霜,轻车简从,辞官归故里。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 路过那座当年看上去多么繁华喧闹的旧城,他特意令仆人带了去找谢府的旧址。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 那门口的石狮仍凛然生威,只是宅子换了主人,谢家某年举家远迁到了另一个地方。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 他摸着狮子口中的石珠儿,回想起那一年他和旒云的初初相见,她不曾笑他的没见过世面。她后来还同他说,用心读书,未始不会有出人头地的一天。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 他在离开她以后,寒窗苦读,果真有了金榜题名。那以后是多么急骤的年月啊,不过刹那功夫,物换星移,风月暗换,他也老了。其间也和常人一般,娶妻,生子,吟诗,作赋。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 幼年在山里砍柴,那启蒙的张先生曾叹息说,哪里有读书识字人,不知忧患的?</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 说的可真是。他已经愈来愈少真正欢愉。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 要去寻访她的下落,也并不是不能,但,也只能罢了。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 那些前尘后事,一早都有注定。当年的错过,并不单单只为他愿意不愿意留在那个石榴似火的院子里读书,也不单单只是他没敢告诉她,他是喜欢她的。很多事情一早就有注定,他不奢望。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 这长长的一生,他能够时常在夜深人静的时候想起年少那个夏天的一场邂逅,竟也觉得圆满。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /><font face="Times New Roman">============================================<br /><br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 特别是结局,少年砍柴郎的故事。每次看都依然觉得经典啊。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 少爷是个孤独可爱脆弱敏感的小孩子。阿门,但愿他表每次打游戏打得废寝忘食才好!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 应该有很多人都不喜欢或反对</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">DM</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,我也不想在这儿多讲。真正好的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">DM</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,需要勇气和阅历还有宽容才看得下去的。曾经看过凃沐的一篇佛教相关的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">DM</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,超震憾。小文正传,造物的恩宠,至今不敢看。我不敢看的文文可不多,不过,果然</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">GAY</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">自己写的东西,够现实残酷。因为真实体验过,不需虚饰妄想,直之扑面而来,无可挪避。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 我们这群看</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">DM</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">写</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">DM</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">的女孩子中,能够做到不浮躁不邀宠的,都是在恶搞抽疯口水话中潇洒狂放,,在明净平实浪漫理想化中淡定柔韧,在悲情诡异后妈毒舌的背后,深藏着滴,其实是一颗颗虽然</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">BT</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">扭曲却依然善良纯洁滴心灵呀!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 嬉笑怒骂,皆成文章。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 由此又想到李银河奶奶。偶葱白滴长辈呀!这是个真实,淡定,潇洒的女人。以及她那神奇而强大的丈夫王小波。。。。。。我几年前就想看完红拂夜奔,至今还是没有做到。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 还有,目前在追一个喜欢的作者的坑。此人挖坑不填无数,每次都有我的份,哎。不过我很喜欢她的说</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">有点较真,脾气不太好,生活烦心事多,写的东西非常抓人。我有时自虐地重看她的坑,正到高潮处。。。。。。突然下面没了。。。。。。没了。。。。。。。打滚</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~~~~~~~~</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">跳坑实在是太折磨淫鸟!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 可是又很值得,所以我毫无怨言,依然逢好坑必追。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 正所谓</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">:</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">将军百战死,纵成白骨骨亦奇!</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 我会继续做一个无畏滴跳坑者,面对人生,红尘万丈,慢慢闷完</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">`~(</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">一口闷不是会醉死人,就是会撑死你,或者呛死你,或者。。。憋死你的说</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">|||)</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">当然,来而不往非礼也,我也好想坑人啊</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">哇唬!</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">)<br /><br />C </font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">来人间为啥而活</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 最近呢,我在看佛经。还去了几次成都文殊院,爱道堂。环境真好。斋饭很便宜,</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">3</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">4</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">元,味比较重。今天正是盂兰盆节最后一日。一切亡灵,愿得是处往生。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 佛说,一切有为法,如梦幻泡影,如露亦如幻,应作如是观。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 我又想起有篇小品</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">DM</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">花落莲成</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">。不知道这四字出自哪里。意象很美,文章有韵味。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 的确如佛所说,只要我们认真观察生活,深入分析。一切皆虚幻空影,众生皆悲苦执迷。能得道的,可以傻人有傻福的,天性乐观通达的,毕竟有限,并且说到底也受色相之苦。那么在苦难旋涡里的人们要怎么办才好呢</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 我们人类活到现在,物质丰富,精神更加空虚混乱,整个世界乌烟瘴气,污言秽语,吵闹不休。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 如此末法时代,信仰正在解体重生中,我们要何以为继呢</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">?<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 我买了一本书,是梁漱溟的访谈录</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">这个世界会好吗</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">。这样的大师文字总会给人一定程度的依靠安慰的。当然,要幸福快乐,最终得靠自己。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> </span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">SO</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,大家都要好好过。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 首先,好死不如赖活,别动不动就郁闷发火,怨忿横生,独自一人沉入悲伤之海</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">;<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 然后,地震之后,更懂感恩,更加珍惜生命,珍惜缘分,珍惜命运给我们的历练,享受生活,帮助他人,要和谐地建设和谐社会,和谐的时候注意适可而止,注重养生,要活到中华民族真正繁荣昌盛的那天</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~<br /></font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 最后这点跟阅读无关。不过容许我酸一下哈。人生的确是一本大书。不管你怎么读,都要读得开心尽兴,不虚此行。这也是我作为一个四川人在今年一系列诸如雪灾,</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">314</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,圣火事件,地震,奥运的悲喜愁怒的体验后的心愿吧,希望大家都幸福,希望中国越来越好。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'"> 好了,呼,终于打完鸟!搞定收工!各位</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">BYEBYE</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-hansi-font-family:'times new roman';mso-ascii-font-family:'times new roman'">,俺洗洗睡了,明天去旅游囉</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~~~~~~~~<p></p></font></span></p> [此帖子已经被作者于[lastedittime]1219418705[/lastedittime]编辑过] |