【阅读推荐】吕新：《夜晚的顺序》

木棉

<span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">九</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　葡萄架下有一本打开后的新书，一团红色的毛线压着飘动的书页。一只猫悄悄地跑过来，绕着李义山的腿转了两圈后，又轻轻地走开了。李义山打量着书上的字，等了很久，表妹巩秀贞依然没有回来。有一次听到门响，李义山</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;color:black;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:tahoma;mso-hansi-font-family:tahoma;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:tahoma">以为是巩秀贞回来了，进来的却是一个穿着绛紫色绸衫的中年妇女。这会儿，巩秀贞的母亲正与那个女人在屋里说话，</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">李义山的心事不时被屋里传出来的笑声所扰乱。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　李义山捡起那团松软的红色毛线在手里捏了一阵，葡萄架下的阴风使书页立即飘动起来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　这天上午，一个人从丽城来的人找到了李义山。那个人离去后，李义山变得烦躁不安，坐卧不宁。他打开木头匣子的收音机听了一阵，里面正在唱戏，《游园惊梦》的第二幕刚刚开始。接着，他又调到了另一个台，收音机里面传来了一个不幸的消息。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　李义山从椅子上站起来的时候，椅背上的雕花钩住了他的衣服，那种情形如同一只语重心长的手，将他不容分说地重新按回到椅子里。李义山伸手将衣服从椅背上解脱下来，他第二次站起来的时候，衣服没有被钩住，却抬手碰翻了桌上的一杯水，水迹很快洇湿了桌上的书籍与纸张，几缕茶叶像卷曲的柳丝。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　李义山向外面喊了一声，但好半天没有人来，也没有听到任何一种动静。李义山来到门口，外面灼热的阳光使他眼前一阵发黑。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　都走了么，怎么看不到一个人影，李义山这样想着，扶着门前圆柱，渐渐恢复了先前清澄的视线。他看到几朵早已开败了的白花依然与其它花朵一起并肩出现在花圃里，理直气壮面道貌岸然。心死了，架子还不倒。李义山想着，脸上掠过一丝不易察觉的笑容。阳光灼热的气息迎面扑来，他突然感到一阵恶心。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　李义山从台阶上走下来，想除去那几朵滥竽充数的白花。他走到最低一级台阶前时，眼前忽然闪过一个人影，往影壁那边去了。李义山没有看清全部，只看到一头乌黑的长发，后面扎着一根红色的发带。李义山赶到影壁后面，阳光雾腾腾的，没有人影。他来到二门前，那边的院子里寂静无声，几根绿色的藤蔓从灰色的屋后墙上松散无力地垂落下来，它们细长的影子停留在雕满花纹的木窗前。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　屋檐下这时忽然有人轻轻咳嗽了一声，李义山吓了一跳。他低头看到有一个老太太正在西边厢房的窗户下坐着，穿针引线。李义山奇怪自己刚才走进二门之后竟然没有看到她。老太太身材矮小，头发雪白，头上罩着一个黑线编制的镂空的头罩，她正在仔仔细细地缝制一件黑色的衣服。李义山问她有没有看到一个扎着红色发带的女人从这里经过？老太太说她一直在这里坐着，没看见有什么人过来。李义山又对她重复说了一遍，是一个头发又长又黑，背后扎着红色发带的女人。老太太听了，说道：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　别是遇见花神了吧。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　李义山说，什么花神？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　老太太看了李义山一眼，吐了一下舌头，又低下头缝制她的衣服去了，黑色的斜纹布拥在她的胸前，她的两只手在上面吃力地行走着。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　李义山后来所以赶到姑妈家，是因为他看到那个扎着红色发带的消失在影壁与二门之间的女人很像是表妹巩秀贞。……巩秀贞不在家里，姑妈看到长大成人后的李义山，想起了他的死去的父亲，不由得掉了一阵眼泪。李义山陪着姑妈说了一会儿话，姑妈告诉他啊说表妹巩秀贞到丽城去了，与她一同去的，还有另外两个姑娘。李义山听了姑妈的话以后，身上不禁冒出一阵虚汗。勉强地笑着，说道：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　我还以为她在家里呢。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　姑妈陪着他喝了一杯茶。他的憔悴的脸色引起姑妈的注意。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">十</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　不知什么时候，大风吹跑了方红坟头上的那条鲜艳的红绸，光秃秃的坟前倒像是缺少了一件什么东西。附近空荡荡的，那个曾在这里放牧山羊的老太太也不见了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　我坐在那道隐蔽在杂草中的水渠边。从前，那个白白胖胖的老太太也总是坐在这里，我想象过她每天晚上回去后，捧着山羊的饱满的乳房挤奶的情景，山羊的身体贴在她的腿上，使他每天都能感受到一片温热。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　远处的大道旁，几名持枪的士兵在那里指指点点，像是在寻找一种什么东西。其中有一个戴眼睛的军官摸样的人，他的白色的镜片在阳光下闪闪烁烁，使人无法看清他的面容。他们时而坐到树下，时而又站起来，向远处张望，久久地打量。很显然，这几个人并没有找到他们想要搜寻到的那种重要的东西。有两个人激烈地比划着手势，互相争执起来。戴眼镜的军官走到他们的中间，举起了一只手，镜片又在阳光下闪烁起来，白光点点。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　不久以后，他们走了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　我起身的时候，看到孙长胜的女人和另一个穿紫花大褂的女人懒洋洋地从大道上走来。那个女人的胳膊上挎着一只篮子，这两个女人不时地停下来说话，有时相互掩口而笑，你捅我一下，我捅你一下。孙长胜的女人一路走着，撩起衣襟向怀里扇着风，我估计炎热的汗水已将他的松弛的胸脯与腹部全都濡湿了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　我回到村里的时候，孙长胜正在门前练习走路，他跌跌撞撞地扶着墙，头上出满了汗。看见我回来，他对我说，快扶我一下。我扶着他沿着墙根走一段后，停了下来。他上面喘得十分厉害，下面颤抖不止。我对他说，还不到时候，这么着急出来干什么。他说，我真有出息，活着或着就重新又活回去了，走路没人扶就会摔倒。我告诉他说，我在路上看到他的女人了。孙长胜听了，心不在焉地说道，不管她，我自从娶了她，就没省心过。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /><span style="mso-spacerun:yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">孙长胜站在墙边，不时地抬头向远处张望着，他对我说：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　你听到什么声音没有？这会儿我的耳朵里突然噪的很凶。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　我告诉他说可能是刚才走累了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　他说，那是一种很密集的声音——</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　这时，我看到不知从什么地方飞来了一群又一群的兀鹫和红嘴鸦，它们聚集在村西的上空，鸣叫声此起彼伏。它们飞得很低，漆黑而狭长的羽翼扫着一些屋顶上的烟囱。它们在低空里挤作一团，在兀鹫愤怒的声音里，不断有红嘴鸦坠落下来，像黑色的花朵。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　孙长胜对我说，把我扶回去吧，我想回家里躺一会儿。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　我扶着他想家里走，他的手掌异常灼烫，脸色一片灰暗。我回头望着那中黑压压的景象，耳边听到几个孩子在街上狂呼乱叫，还有开门的声音，向外泼水的声音。我们推开大门，走进院里的时候，我听到孙长胜自言自语地说道：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　我知道你死了，死就死了罢，为什么还要这么兴师动众的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">十一</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　天黑下来以后，王茂牵着一头牛，向村外的方向走去。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　迎面有人过来，王茂指着身旁的牛，说，它一天没喝水了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　夜晚中的草木看上去像一系列绵延的山丘。王茂一边辨认着方向，一边轻声对那头牛说，你要是听我的话，我回去喂你豆饼给你吃，我在仓房里藏着十四张豆饼呢，我就看你听不听我的话，那是我准备度过荒年的粮食。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　黑暗中，王茂听到了低远的流水声。声是十分轻微的，几乎接近于无声无息。但他始终没有看到那条河流，无法走向河边，隆起的牛背似乎一直遮挡着他的视线。河水是流动不息的，能带走大部分的东西。王茂这样想着，牵着牛，到处寻找那条熟悉不过的河流。他伸手在脸上抹了一下，感到十分潮湿。他知道自己此时离那条河已经不远了，他感到了一种难以遏制的冲动，一只手贴在牛的脊梁上，暗暗使着劲，水声在他的耳边变得模糊不清。这时，几匹马从大道的尽头奔驰而来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　王茂拉着牛隐到树后，几匹马像风一样一掠而过，望丽城那边去了。远处的一带天空微微发红，漆黑的夜露随处可触。牛在树后发出一声沉闷的叫声，王茂说，祖宗，你要干什么？你不想吃豆饼了吗？说着，伸手去掩牛的嘴，牛头转向一边，不再叫了。王茂说，我们这就走，离开这个是非之地，你在这里好像不太舒服。都说寡妇门前是非多，这里又没有寡妇，这只是一棵树，你连树也不认识了吗？你真让我伤心。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　这以后，他们从树后出来。牛停下来，将两条后退微微分开，流出一股热水。王茂始料不及，一边向旁边闪着，一边低声抱怨道，你看看你，都尿到我的鞋上了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　这时，王茂惊愕地发现，那条尘土飞扬的大道不见了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　王茂朝四周望着，到处都黑</span><strong><span style="font-weight:normal;font-size:10.5pt;color:#333333;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-weight:bold;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">魆魆</span></strong><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">的。位置并没有错，可就是不知不觉地迷路了。那条尘土飞扬的大道的突然消逝，使王茂失去了判断的标准与识别的可能。河流至今没有找到，村庄的轮廓也看不见了。空气越来越显潮湿了。……有一瞬间，王茂甚至怀疑自己与牛一同掉到了并里，他感到鼻子十分不通，喘出来的声音像牛的声音，周围的一切都湿漉漉的。他看到头顶上的天空只有碗那么的啊，那种微微发红的现象不见了，代之而来的是一种寒冷而铁青的颜色。牛忽然伸出温热的舌头去舔王茂的手，王茂立即挨蛰似的躲开了。王茂说：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　还舔？舔什么？都是你闹的，我只说求人办事难，我没想到让你办一件事也这样难，我看出来了，我非死在你的手里不可。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　王茂打了牛一下，牛低下头，背上的那个沉甸甸的口袋滑落了下来。王茂呻吟着，走过去，蹲在那个口袋前，说道，珠儿，我们迷路了，看来不能把你送到你爹娘那里了，你是个没福气的孩子，生下来就不会说话，死了也只能是个孤魂野鬼，舅舅不该捂你的嘴。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　王茂把口袋重新驮到牛背上。走了不远，他忽然看到一溜矮矮的短墙，墙边传来　热烘烘的气息。似乎有人在那里点过火。王茂牵着牛走过去，脚下踩响了几片碎瓦。在短墙那面，王茂看到了一种十分熟悉的现象。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　他又回到了原来的地方。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　几个黑影出现在附近。最初，王茂以为那是一些木桩，但时隔不久之后，木桩开始走动起来，发出零星而短促的</span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">窸窸窣窣的声响。王茂把牛背上的口袋抱下来，放到一片草丛里。之后，他躲到一旁隐蔽起来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　一个黑影正在对另一个黑影发泄着怨气，喑哑的呵斥声使他们之间的距离忽远忽近，如同某种重复运转的机械装置。他们到处摸索，身体时起时伏，树影乱动，簌簌作响。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂伏在墙下，两腿之间有一块坚硬突出的石头。此时，那头牛正在他深厚不远地方卧着，安详地反刍。王茂的目光在牛与晃动的树篱之间不定地扫来扫去，身下的石头使他如卧针毡，冷风灌进了他的裤筒里。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　那几个黑影在附近一带走寻了一阵，一无所获。王茂望着他们渐渐远去的身影，小心翼翼地从墙下站起来。烟熏火燎的土墙，使他们在惊悸之余领略到一种切肤的温热。他走到那片杂草前，压低声音说道：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　珠儿，我没有什么东西给你，你就裹着我的这条口袋去吧……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂忽然停住了说话与手中的动作。他发现自己正在摆弄的并不是外甥珠儿，而是另外一具陌生的尸体。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">十二</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　那些窗户都烂了，像是被人捅破了的，又像是风吹的结果。我站在一道土墙下，看一位老人修理农具。洪尚荣拎着两瓶酒从旁边走过去了。看他匆匆忙忙的样子，我想一定有什么人来了，他本是一个慢性子的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　几名士兵站在街上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　修理农具的老人告诉我说，天刚亮的时候，这几个人就来了。这会儿，我看到他们当中一个摘下帽子，用手轻轻地搔着头皮，他的头发不太好，又黄又稀，还有几处显眼的秃斑。果然，他匆匆地搔了几下后，又重新戴上了帽子。一位过路的妇女大约也看到了他的秃发，他的脸微微有些发红。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我不知道他们在这里干什么，看样子似乎是在等什么人。有一个很年轻的十八、九岁的士兵长得很好看，细眉、红唇，皮肤白皙，像一位文静的姑娘。他饶有兴趣地打量着村子里的房屋和树木，偶尔露出一种纯真的笑容。军装穿在他的身上，显得十分合体。村子的一边有两只青色的石狮子，后来他走到石狮子前，小心翼翼地把一只手伸进了狮子的嘴里。不久，他掏出了几颗杏核，拿在手里看了一阵后，扔了。狮子空洞无物的大嘴显然使他多少有些失望。一位老兵递给他一支烟，他摇摇头，向一边走去。他的枪放在那个老兵的身旁，与老兵的枪相互支撑在一起。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　一些孩子在街上的各个角落里望着他们。不时地有几个挤在前面的孩子，冷不防被后面的孩子用力推出去，暴露在士兵们无所事事的视线里。有的立即跑回去，有的则站在街上嚎啕大哭。空气中飘来一呛人的炒辣椒的气息，我看见一个神情严肃、一丝不苟的士兵突然打了一个喷嚏，接着，又连续不容分说地打了几个。他不耐烦地向四周扫了一眼。这时，那个眉清目秀的士兵向我们这边走来，他蹲在地上看着那些粗砺的农具，不时地向那位老人问一两句话。老人在叮叮当当的敲打声中，断断续续地告诉他说，这个是犁，能把土层划开，使下面的深土重见天日；这个是连枷，能把粮食从它的壳里敲诈出来；那个是耧，那个是……士兵说道，这是斧子，我认识的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　又有几名士兵出现在街上。他们在村庄西面的一座砖木结构的院子里找到了一个人。那个人遍体伤痕，只是我从未见过，面目十分生疏。那个被士兵们放到一匹马上时，仍然昏迷不醒。我看到了他脸上和腿上的那些干硬的血痂，一只叫上穿着一只布鞋，另一只光着。一个披头散发的女人刚刚哭过不久。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　村子里的不少人都跟在后面，我看见孙长胜的女人也混在里面。这个女人，头梳得光光的，身上穿着一件蓝底白花的罩衫，她混杂在缓缓行走的人群中，像是在游泳。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我又看见了那位戴近视眼睛的军官，就是那天在大道上看到的那一位。他背着手，若有所思地走在街上，谁也不知道他在想什么，镜片在阳光下一闪一闪的，只有两个白点，情形非常莫测。一个士兵牵着一匹白马，驮着那个昏迷不醒的陌生人，走在军官的后面。不久之后，我听到有人称呼他“蒋连长”。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我对这个目空一切的人缺乏好感。不过是一名连长，便如此神气。他要是作了兵团司令什么的，非得在云里行走不可。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我看见了那个叫王茂的人，他似乎与士兵们之间有某种瓜葛，此刻却一幅倒霉的样子。他呜呜咽咽地哭诉着，像是刚从恶梦中惊醒过来。我听说他家里有一名勤劳的雇工，是一个不会说话的哑巴，长得楚楚动人，很讨一些女人们的欢心，只是我从未见过。喜欢他的，都是一些以婚的、生过孩子的女人。我在这里住了很久，几天前的一个下午，才第一次看见这个叫王茂的人。其时，他正在村中的一片谷仓附近转悠，那是一些圆形的土黄颜色的谷仓，仓顶上落满了无数褐色的麻雀，粮食的气味从那些窄小而细长的风孔里流泻出来，清晰可辨。……在那一带，王茂如同一只赋闲的山羊，留下了众多梅花形的足迹。<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:black"><font face="宋体">【木棉手工录入，转载请注明转自黑蓝及录入人】</font></span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br style="mso-special-character:line-break" /><br style="mso-special-character:line-break" /></span>

木棉

<span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">十三</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　巩秀贞从丽城回来后，天近傍晚。巩秀贞剪了一头短发，穿着黑裙和百色的丝袜。她在村口与另外两名姑娘分手后，回到家里。一进门，她看到了站在葡萄架下的表兄李义山。李义山的手里握着她的那团红色的毛线。听到门响后，李义山回过头来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　巩秀贞迎着他走过来，李义山的脸上布满了惊愕与疑虑。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　面对巩秀贞的短发，李义山感到事情变得不可思议。她多像那些书生意气的女学生啊。李义山这样想的时候，又立即想起巩秀贞本来就是一名女学生，她是在丽城读完三年中学后才回到家里的。作母亲的日夜想女儿，巩秀贞就回到了家里，事情就是这样简单。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　这天晚上，李义山反复询问巩秀贞为什么突然之间把一头又黑又长的头发剪掉了？巩秀贞说，头发么，可长可短，想长的时候就长，想短的时候就短，这有什么。李义山说，为什么迟不剪早不剪，偏偏今天就忽然想起要剪头发？巩秀贞听罢，对李义山说：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　这话什么意思？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　这天晚上，巩秀贞没有吃晚饭，只喝了一杯清茶。李义山的毫无道理的质问使她感到难过，她原以为今天是什么忌日，问过母亲后，才知道今天并非什么忌日，只是极为平常的一天。她在椅子上伤心的时候，突然对李义山滋生了一种一触即发的怨恨与厌倦。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　巩秀贞悄悄地抬起头，打量了一下灯影里的李义山。这会儿，他已渐渐平静下来，不再像刚才那样振振有词、穷追不舍了。巩秀贞的母亲正在往他面前挟菜。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我是不是对他太过分了？巩秀贞这样想着，感到自己对李义山的怨恨正在渐渐消失。但令她不安的是，那种突然浮起来的莫名其妙的厌倦却久久难以驱散。他刚回来几天，就发生了这样的事情，将来结婚以后，日子一天长似一天……她丧失了继续想下去的信心与勇气。她感到不堪回首的不只是逝去了的如烟往事，更是那种包裹得密不透风的将来的时光。往事一览无余，可以尽收眼底，她在某种程度上形同一种风景，形同一种名胜古迹，它的价值只是供人回味与赏玩，它已不再拥有迷雾，不再凶险莫测而出人意料，不再可怕……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　晚饭在一种十分沉闷的气氛中终于结束了。李义山告别了姑母与表妹巩秀贞，要回家里去了。临走时，李义山问巩秀贞能不能把葡萄架下的那本新书借回去看看？巩秀贞说，你喜欢就拿去看吧，一本书，还说什么能不能的。李义山听完巩秀贞的话以后，感到自己的脸色变得很难看，脸上一阵发热。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　算了，我不想看了。李义山说。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　巩秀贞说，一会儿说要看，一会儿又说不想看了，我不知道我在什么地方得罪了你，我希望你能说出来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山说，你怎么会得罪人？像我这种没眼色的人才会得罪人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　你——。巩秀贞的脸因生气而变得一片绯红，她说，你不必这样藏头露尾地伤人，我是个明白人，喜欢听明白的话。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山说，我这样糊涂的人，怎么能说出明白的话。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山，我没想到你是这样的人，从我今天一进门开始，你就向我发难！……巩秀贞说着，眼里涌出了泪水。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山说，你不要哭，我不和你吵了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　巩秀贞说，说了半天，是我想和你吵？你真明白。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　巩秀贞的母亲说，都住嘴，不见面的时候，一天一封信还嫌少，见了面却吵个没完，还都像小时候一样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　并没有吵。巩秀贞说着，又转向李义山，问道，你到底要干什么？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山说，我没干什么呀，我能干什么？我要是能干的话，还……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　你要怎么样？巩秀贞说，你快请别处去吧，小心我们这里腌<strong><span style="font-weight:normal">臜</span></strong>埋了你这能干的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　巩秀贞的母亲读一巩秀贞说，姑奶奶，你越说越不像话了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　…………</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　现在，李义山一个人站在黑暗的街上，夜风吹拂着他的头发。从姑妈家里出来后，他听到身后传来巩秀贞伤心的哭声。夜晚里灰色的云彩堆积在村庄的上空，李义山深一脚浅一脚地走着，不时将一些东西踢出某种响声。我这是在干什么？整整盼了她一天，最终的结果却是不欢而散。他想起了午后消失在影壁与二门之间的那个扎着红色发带的女人，那个在屋檐下缝衣服的老太太说她是花神，现在看来，至少是一种不祥之兆，一种灾难的暗示。但李义山不太相信这些，他努力把那个女人的突然消逝看作是巩秀贞的一次带有童趣色彩的恶作剧，可是……他想起了巩秀贞的短发，他感到事情多少有些复杂。他不太相信巩秀贞为了剪掉长发而会专程跑一趟丽城。丽城，携带着一条宽阔的护城河的丽城，它的高大的城墙上的青苔与盐碱足够喂养数千峰骆驼，使它们能够安然无忧地上路远行。它包含着长短不一的街巷形同令人眩晕的蛛丝马迹，全城一半以上的房屋内都住满了军队，操场上陈列着大炮……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　在不远处，李义山看见了熟悉的家门，一团惨淡的白光从高大的门楼上洒落下来。李义山如同一个大病将愈的老人一样，努力地信心十足地向家门前渐渐接近。一只猫穿过门前的那团白光，向黑暗中迅速窜去。周围一片寂静。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">十四</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　仿佛也是这样的一个雨过天晴的日子，染坊里的一个男人正在河边漂洗一捆被雨水淋脏了的布匹。他的手从水里捞出来以后，手指被一缕黑色的头发缠得一阵发麻，最初，他以为是岸边的柔软而纤细的水草妨碍了他的漂洗。他在试图解脱麻木的手指的时候，听到身后传来老板娘尖刻的骂声。他回头看了一下，老板娘坐在染坊前的一把椅子上，像嗑瓜子一样把一些恶毒的字眼接连不断地吐出来，吐到河边，吐到他的背后。这以后，他把那只被缠住的手用力抬高，这时候他才发现那只手与水面之间出现了某种瓜葛，他似乎明白了为什么一直理不清头绪的原因。他站在河边，那只手忽高忽低。老板娘在门前大声说道：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　你在干什么？在放风筝吗？漂洗不完这捆布，你别想吃饭。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　五个手指难解难分，被勒出了深深的辙印。他捞起两匹白布以后，发现一贯饿人仰躺在水中，此前一直被苫在那两丈布匹之下。那是一个女人，她的头发在他的手指上打了几个死结。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　老板娘在门前听到他喊了一声“水鬼”之后，立即走过来。老板娘第二次走过来的时候，手里举着一把剪刀，那时候他已经昏了过去。老板娘快刀斩乱麻地剪断了缠绕在他手指上的那缕头发后，用脚在他的身上连踢了几下。老板娘说，醒醒，你这个没出息的货，快醒醒，我的布让水冲跑了——</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　那个被称为水鬼的女人，就是方红。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　冯志轻描淡写地向我叙述了往事中的这一幕情景。我在河边向远处观望的时候，遇见了脸色绯红的冯志，她不久前刚刚与丈夫洪尚吵过，此时出来散心。她的头发有些凌乱，河边的风不断地将她身上的薄薄的衣衫鼓起，使她看上去像一位行动迟缓、神情倦慵的孕妇。远处，偶尔有枪声传来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我对冯志说，我能见见他吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　冯志不解地问道，谁？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我说，就是那个被缠住手指的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　冯志说，你来得不巧，早死了，那件事情发生几天后，他就死了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我说，怎么死的？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　得了一场病，很快就死了。冯志说。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我想他有可能是被吓死的，但冯志说不是。许多人都认为他们有缘分，不然，为什么偏偏用头发缠上了他。在过去的那些岁月里，有些天真的女人恐怕男人负心，常常秘密地将自己的头发绕在男人的纽扣上，或某一处地方。问题是那个人一直在河边的染坊里从事漂洗与印染，昼夜不息，他并不认识那个被他称之为“水鬼”的女人。然而，在他死后，别人却从他的身上发现了一条鲜艳的红绸，缠在他的腰间。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　冯志说，我不会用头发去缠任何一个人，要缠就缠自己。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我想起了拎着酒瓶的匆匆忙忙的洪尚荣。冯志告诉我说，她的丈夫要在佳丽请那几个当兵的喝酒，但他们没喝。我说，为什么？冯志说，他们有纪律，上面严禁饮酒，他碰了一鼻子灰。我说，他们带走的那个昏迷不醒的人是谁？她说，是洪尚荣的表弟，此前一直呆在学堂附近的一个地窖里，只有洪尚荣一个人知道。那个人常在昏迷中说出很多事情，洪尚荣听了感到十分害怕，每天夜里都要做一到两个恶梦。他总是梦见坍塌的地窖和涂着红色油漆的一根又一根的木头，梦见一片清水和水中的头发。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我站在这条清澈明亮的河边，染坊的门前今天只晾出一匹黑布，往日里那几个在布匹下嬉戏的孩子不见了，水边少了一种喧哗。有人正在河对面的杂书信子里砍树，看不见砍树的人，只听到一阵叮叮当当的伐木声。我不知道砍树的人用心何在，那些矮小的杂树并未成材，除了当柴烧，别无用处。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　这天下午的时候，我发现了那种砍伐的好处。经过一个上午的砍伐，那片杂树林变得疏朗而明亮，太阳的光线霞光内纵横交错的蛛网一样布满了整个林子，照亮了地上的草，照亮了黄、蓝两种颜色的花枝。透过这片稀疏的林子，能看到那面的山岗和采药人的身影。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　孙长胜的腿伤尚未痊愈，有一天又突然中风，口歪眼斜，整天藏在家里，不想见人，更不敢见人。几天前，河对面的薛本仁来为他驱邪，在院子里鼓捣了三个晚上，薛本仁离去之后，孙长胜比往日略感平静一些。一段时间以来，腿伤使他被迫中止了夜游，但每到那个时候，他总会披衣起身，侧耳聆听着夜晚的村庄。他聆听的时间与他往日出去夜游的时间大致相等。他独自坐在窗前，眼看着夜半的月亮将窗纸染白，又看着夜风吹散月色，窗外重新黑暗下来，身边的妻儿老小的睡眠的轮廓使他难以辨认，他们的睡相与呼吸声在某种时候如出一辙。薛本仁临行前劝他忌房事，忌生气，他的语重心长的嘱托历历在目。从某种意义上来说，那位手段诡异的薛本仁更像一名医生，他在施行法术的时候，脸上的神情一片迷茫，阴影与光亮像时光的褶皱一样窜上他的额头，使他的脸颊一半黯淡，另一半熠熠生辉。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　一天早上，我起来后向外面走去。孙长胜用力敲着窗户，招手让我进去。我看见窗纸上破了几个洞，周围一片潮湿。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　孙长胜告诉我说，他在天不亮的时候，忽然听到了自己的脚步声，正在穿越沉睡的村庄。途径一座谷仓前的时候，地上的粮食颗粒像沙子一样轻轻滚动，使他的脚下不住地打滑。不久之后，他听到自己的脚步声永久地消失了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　你知道我干了一件什么事？天不亮的那阵子，人们都在熟睡，我已把他（她）杀了。孙长胜高兴地说着，脸上霞光熠熠。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我说，你杀死了谁？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　他说，你瞧这几个窟窿——我舔破窗纸，闻到了外面的那种血腥的气息……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">十五</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　中午，王茂端则饭碗坐在门前出神。邻居的一个人隔着墙头问道，吃饭哪？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，不吃能行吗？我倒是不想吃。不想吃也得吃。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　邻居说，你的那个外甥哪里去了？我看他挺老实的，我想让他过来看一两天家，王茂要上坟，这就要走。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，巧事都让你赶上了，我打发他回去了，也是上坟，给他爹娘。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　邻居的头从墙上消失了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂的女人不在家，到丽城去了。这个臭娘儿们，现在越来越不像话了，王茂每次回来，看到的都是一番冰锅冷灶的凄凉景象。作为一个女人，她不爱做饭，又不操持家务，夜里睡觉时也毫无趣味可言，这样的女人不知算什么？王茂想，我若是能忽然有一笔钱，或几亩地，一定要把她休了，再娶一个黄花大闺女回来。他想起了丽城的那些美丽的女学生，有一次他去大药房里送药材，看见她们打着五颜六色的小旗，排着队从街上走过，她们的身体曾使他想入非非。他想，她们当中的任何一个，他都愿意要，他不是那种挑肥拣瘦的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　这时，一个人从外面推门走了进来，手里拿着一条口袋。王茂看见那条空瘪的口袋后，猛然吃了一惊。那个人说：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我就知道你这会儿准在家里。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，要借米吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　那个人说，你把口袋丢了，我是来送还你的，多好的一条口袋，至少还能使十几年。说着，将口袋展开在王茂的面前。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　怎么回事？他把珠儿从土里扒出来了吗？他像脱衣裳一样把口袋从珠儿的身上褪了下来？他的嗅觉令人吃惊。王茂看着进来的这个人，口袋上赫然写着王茂的名字。来人朝王茂笑着，神态如同一个卖弄风情的女人……王茂的眼前飞快地掠过一些不同颜色的画面，手中的饭碗在不知不觉中开始向一边倾斜。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汤都流了。来人提醒道。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂把手里的碗放到一边，对来人说，你要怎么样？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　来人说，给我三十块钱。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，你要谷子吗？我有谷子。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　来人说，我不要谷子。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，小麦呢？去年收下的麦子。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　来人说，给我三十块钱，我这就走。小麦和谷子我都不要。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，你把那孩子，弄到哪去了？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　来人说，在树下埋着呢。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，你说的容易。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　来人说，你不想让我把他刨出来，弄到大街上去，是吧？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，好吧，好吧，你总不见得非要三十块不可，二十块也行，对吧？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　来人说，不对，你说的不对。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，得了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　来人说，我的时间不多了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，你不要逼我……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　来人说，入土为安，他这会儿还入不了土，他才着急呢。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，看你说的，我是他舅舅，这事我比他更着急。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　来人说，你不记得倪二了吗？不是他，贾府哪能败落得那么快。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，看你说的，倪二是个什么东西，你比他仁义多了。再说，我也不姓贾，更不值得败落。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说着，突然伸手向门外叫道，珠儿，快进来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　来人急忙转向门口去，那边并没有人出现。他突然栽倒在地上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂弯下腰，用里把那条口袋从他的身下抽了出来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">十六</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　那种暗红色的若有若无的血迹像秋日里时常泻漏的粮食一样出现在村庄内外，我在走路的时候，总是尽量绕开它们，我不知道当我不小心踩上去的时候，会不会招来一阵相应的惨叫声。我现在开始多少相信孙长胜的话了，他虽然大病缠身，但头脑异常清晰，他每天在天不亮的时候悄悄用舌头舔破窗纸，他闻到的那种扑面而来的血腥之气是真实的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我至今不知道孙长胜在一次次臆想中杀死的那个人是谁。看得出来，对于完成了那样一件事情，他是非常高兴的，极其欢心的。我常在百无聊赖之时想象死者的面目及其有关的身世，死者的红唇或满头华发在我的眼前交替出现，互相否定，互相推翻，各自消灭。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　一天黄昏，我正在冯志家里聊天，洪尚荣突然回来了，他说：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　特派员来了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　不久，一位面色苍白的学生模样的年青人走了进来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我看见冯志献出一丝媚笑。<br /><br /><span style="color:black"><font face="宋体">【木棉手工录入，转载请注明转自黑蓝及录入人】</font></span></span>

木棉

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">十七</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姑妈在屋里说，你老站在葡萄架下干什么？她不在家，你就不进来坐一会么，陪姑妈说说话。她也该回来了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山说，姑妈，我不明白她为什么老往丽城跑？她有什么事瞒着我。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姑妈说，一个闺女家，他能有什么事。早上我听她说是同学聚会。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山说，她还在生我的气吗？我一直不敢来见她。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姑妈说，事情都过去了，还生什么气。她的性情你也看到了，将来你们结了婚，还得你多担待她一些。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山说，我知道。我明天就要走了，我是来向她与姑妈告别的，没想到她又不在，她回来您告她一声。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姑妈说，刚回来几天就要走？你不等他回来了吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山从姑妈家里出来，那片葡萄架下的阴影淤积在他的心头。他贴着沿街的墙根走，躲避着街上成群结队的苍蝇。一个头发蓬松的女人，怀里抱着一个熟睡的婴儿，坐在街边的一块青石上。李义山看了一眼，感到十分面生，以前从未见过。除了这个女人，李义山一路上似乎再没见到其他的人，所经之处，都空空落落的。苍蝇的声音听上去像是远处来了飞机。李义山一个人走着，掏出一块雪白的手帕捂着鼻子。街上的某种气息使他作呕。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山回到家里，倒头便睡。当他醒过来的时候，发现天已黑了，院子里亮起了灯，厨房里飘来了肉汤的香气。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　母亲站在台阶上。李义山从屋里出来后，她颇为欣慰地说道：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　回来几天，头一次见你睡得这么好。我让他们干活儿时手脚轻些，不要惊动你，你该好好睡一觉了，你都瘦了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山对母亲说，您没有睡一会儿吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　母亲说，我老了，哪有那么多的觉。才在床上歪了一阵，想起你小时候有几件衣服，翻了半天，也没有找到，赶明儿再找吧。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山说面罩那些干什么，我都这么大了，难道还能穿不成。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　母亲笑着说，这是我的事，你别管。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　这时，厨房里的一个丫头过来请示在哪里摆饭，李义山的母亲让她摆到北屋。之后，她问李义山说，你秀贞妹妹怎么没来？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山说，他到丽城了，不管她。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　母亲说，说什么傻话，赶明儿成了亲，你还敢这样说么。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　晚饭之后，李义山坐在庭院里，月光皎洁，花香袭人。厨房那边不断传来阵阵笑声，厨师王大头正在给几个丫头说笑话，绿色的纱门将他们前仰后合的影子投射到外面。花圃的四周有一圈黑影，几束白花在灯光的辉映下看上去如同纸扎的假花。李义山捧着一本《全唐诗》，借着灯光读了一阵，读到崔珏的《哭李商隐》之时，便戛然而止，合上了书页。他想起了共秀贞的那本放在葡萄架下的书，现在看来，那团红色的毛线并非偶然，它或多或少地昭示则一种隐约难辨的不祥。她的变化不能不令他吃惊，她的一头短发更使他在短短的几天之内感到难以接受。李义山现在十分惊讶地发现自己对那个消失在影壁与二门之间的魂魄一样的女人充满了怀念与好感，她的乌黑的长发，红色的发带，使李义山对那个寂静的中午萌生了无穷的想象……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></span></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">一个丫头打开纱门向这边望了一下，不多时，她将一杯茶送到李义山的面前。这时，院子的西南角忽然刮起一阵风，树影簌簌乱动。李义山端起茶杯之时，突然听到墙那边传来低低的一声长叹。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山问道，谁？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　没有人回答。刚才送茶来的那个丫头正要走开之时，李义山对她说：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　去，看看谁在那里。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　她走下台阶，穿过花圃之间的甬道，一直向那面墙边走去。李义山啜了一口茶。她很快就回来了，对李义山说：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　没有人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山说，看清楚了吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　她说，大门早就关了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　你去吧。李义山刚说完，丫头变如获大赦似的走了。西南墙角那边的草木很繁茂，李义山现在在灯光下只能看到那边是黑</span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">魆魆的一片，墙根下的杂草和树枝都是黑的，只有高过院墙的那些树木上洒落着一些月色，枝叶呈墨绿。</span><span lang="EN-US"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:">　　好一个藏污纳垢的地方。</span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">李义山想到。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　李义山喝完茶，感到身上一阵发冷，便起身回到了屋里。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　屋里点着三支蜡烛。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">十八</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我离开这个村庄的那天早晨，天气阴暗得像一个傍晚。我提着箱子来到院子里的时候，孙长胜在他的屋里推开了窗子，举手向我道别。我放下箱子，来到他的窗前。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　孙长胜露出一脸蜡黄的笑容，对我说，我知道那种气味肯定让你睡不好，这个村子像一块石头一样，我知道你至今还是没有找到你要找的那种东西。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我说，说不定我过些时候还会来的，到时我还想住在你这里，只怕你不肯。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　孙长胜笑着说，你再来的时候，我恐怕早已不在了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我劝他好好养病，他的情况令人担忧。我向他伸出一只手，他的一只手刚要探出来的时候，忽然又缩了回去。他说：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我知道我这病很不好，还是免了吧，我动不了，不能送你了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我转身要走，孙长胜又对我说道：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　你瞧，这是我今天天不亮的时候，又舔破的几个窟窿——</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我望了一眼那扇布满漏洞的窗户，迅速地出了大门。我身后的那个东西长十几丈、南北宽约四五丈的院落离我越来越远了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　……在丽城的城门口，我受到了盘查。守城的士兵将我的箱子拎到一边。我站在箱子旁，看着来往的行人不断进出城门，形同活塞。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　不多时，过来一位军官。军官大量过我之后，对守城的士兵说道：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　一群废物，一个读书的人，扣留他有什么用？扣留一只狗，你们大家还能美美吃一顿，他有什么用？他能吃吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　一名士兵立正说道，不能。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　另一名士兵说，据说人肉是酸的……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　住嘴！军官打断他的话，说道，不管酸的还是苦的，放他过去。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我提着我的箱子穿越古老的城门。我看见镌刻在城门两边青石上的那些甲骨文与我所认识的方块汉字相去甚远，它们更像是一种昭示苦难的垂死挣扎的舞姿，像田野里耕作的农民，像一个个难产的孕妇……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">十九</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂看到一名穿着黑裙白袜的女学生坐在通往丽城的大道边上时，心中不禁乱跳起来。他越来越近，终于看清那个女学生是巩秀贞。王茂走过来，蹲下身体，殷切地问道，你的脚扭了吗？让我看看。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　别碰我。巩秀贞说着，向后移动着身体。他说，你是谁？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂缩回了伸出去的手。这姑娘竟然不认识他，这使他感到有些奇怪。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，你连我都不认识？我就住在你们家的后面，那个小院，门前有两棵柳树——</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　巩秀贞说，我真的没见过你。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，不说也罢，我可是从小看着你长大的，你功课很好。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　巩秀贞朝王茂笑了一下。王茂突然抱起她，向路旁的树后跑去。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　突如其来的变化使巩秀贞惊叫起来。王茂将她的嘴用力抵到自己的胸前，她的叫声受到了抑制。王茂抱着她的腰和双腿，一边跑，一边对她说，我盼了很久了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　你别怕，我就一回。他说。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　纷乱的树枝迎面扑来，又依次闪开。有好几次，坚硬的枝桠勾住了巩秀贞的丝袜，王茂将树枝一一地折断。他感到自己的胸前一片灼热，巩秀贞咬住了他的衣服。王茂说，你别咬我的衣服。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　现在，王茂将巩秀贞放到一片草上。巩秀贞翻身坐起来想跑时，王茂抓住了她。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　你别怕，我又不吃你。王茂说。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　巩秀贞说，我表兄是特派员——</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂笑着说到，那又怎么样，他难道不想干这种事情么。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂上去解巩秀贞的衣服时，脸上忽然感到一阵灼疼，这使他十分生气。他说，你敢打我？我一直没舍得动你。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　现在，巩秀贞的头在草地上左右摇摆，短发蓬乱如麻。王茂在她的脸上猛击了几下后，又将自己的帽子揉成一团，塞进她的嘴里。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂说，我没想到这么费劲，比弄一头牛都费劲。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我就这一回。他说。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　巩秀贞的头微微上仰，试图要重新起来。王茂在她的头上踢了几下后，她的头就不再起来了。王茂满意地上下看了一遍，说，你这么白，我真不愿打你，一回我就够了……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　王茂后来撕开上衣的时候，忽然看到一张纸条。纸条上写着：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　　　　　</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:仿宋_gb2312"><font face="Times New Roman">12</font></span><span style="font-family:仿宋_gb2312;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">号：翟部长指示，就地除掉李义山。机不可失。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:仿宋_gb2312"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:仿宋_gb2312;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　</span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">王茂突然尖叫了一声，他感到有人在后面揪住了他的头发。<br /><br /></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><p><span style="color:black"><font face="宋体">【木棉手工录入，转载请注明转自黑蓝及录入人】</font></span></p></span></p>

木棉

<span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><strong>带有五个头像的夏天</strong></span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　从前有一个人他很厉害，大家都很怕他。或来他死了。太阳亮亮地浮在打谷场上，一些很脏的蓝衣服的女人们的梦里堆起老高。女人们坐在水库边不断地洗衣服，米汤一样浑浊的水哗哗地从她们的两腿间流出。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　那天的天空像一只无花的青瓷碗一样干干净净，圆圆地向下面倒扣着。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　那天，房顶上不时传来猫的笑声。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　猫在房上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　马这样想。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　马这样想的时候，一点儿也弄不清有什么事令那些猫这样高兴。马那时站在长城以南的大片的西瓜地里。马望着满地滚动的西瓜，感到饥肠辘辘，身体内结满了鸡蛋大小的水泡。密集的水泡如一些晶莹、饱满的葡萄。马想完这些的时候，嘴里出现了一种湿漉漉、滑腻腻的汁液，就是那种类似水果糖一类的感觉。马曾经给村里的供销社拉运货物的时候，用嘴撕破过一个塑料口袋，马在那时就知道水果糖的味道了。所以，马在此时开始努力寻找记忆中的供销社的那一排红瓦的砖房。但西瓜地的尽头只有那一道破旧的长城。马并不知道它眼前的这个东西很重要，世界上有许多人都虚假地歌唱过它。马看见面前的长城像一排垒起来的破旧的棉帽子一样时，觉得一点意思也没有。长城上生长着厚厚的青苔和荒草。从墙上的一些豁口上出去，便到了内蒙。那面有一些树，一些低矮的土房。人在豁口处一出现，那面的狗便在草垛旁汪汪地叫起来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　四周全是山。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　山上没有树，只有一处一处的坟堆。在最远处的发蓝的山里，经常有一些木头秆子一样的炊烟悄悄地从山里竖起来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　那天，马的浑身散发着一种红油漆家具的颜色。所以，当收工回来的社员们远远地看见西瓜地里的红油漆颜色时，都以为是附近村里搬家的人路经西瓜地边时在停下来歇脚。那时候社员们并不认为那是一匹红油漆颜色的马，社员们在电影里看到的都是高大的枣红马或漂亮的雪青马。那是时候社员们就是那样，经常对许多的事情都吃不准。有的社员甚至认为那是一片不祥的云彩或一口准备运到山上去要埋掉的红油漆的棺材。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　正是中午，社员们听到一种通通的声音，像是有人翻身落水的声音。于是，社员们都向村北的水库那边去望。那天中午，大家在水库边什么也没有看到，大家只看见长城下大片的西瓜地里有一种红油漆家具的颜色。大家是在一种很令人失望的心情下才看到西瓜地里那种红油漆颜色的，所以都觉得很不以为然。所以，那天中午始终有一种很寡的气氛一直笼罩着大家的脸部和心情。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　马抬起头后，看见水库的大坝上用方方正正的石头拼出来的一些“人定胜天”之类的白色大字，石头上面都刷了一层厚厚的石灰水。马对这些白色的方块字一向不感兴趣，马觉得它们像铁砣一样很坚硬。马那时注意到水库里的水面上伸出几根细直的发绿的草，马看到这些的时候，顿时觉得喉咙里充满了一些类似痰或鼻涕一样的绿色汁液。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　水面如镜。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　有一种嚓嚓的洗衣服的声音不时从水面上徐徐升起。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　其实汊子很早就听到那种嚓嚓的洗衣服的声音了，声音很响地从水库边传过来。但汊子只是一直躺在西瓜地里，懒得起来。汊子听到那种嚓嚓的声音时，脑子里立即出现了一些云鬓蓬松、衣衫不整的女人的形象。汊子知道自从这个水库修成后，村中经常有一写女人们来这里洗衣服。结了婚的女人们来，没结婚的女人也来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　那些女人们大都大敞着怀，坐在水边。稀松而漫长的乳房像瓦罐和面口袋一样从胸脯上垂下来，有的还能垂至裤腰边。汊子以前见到这些情景后，立即便能体会到一种深深的汗味，呛人的奶酸味和尿臊味。汊子看见女人们的胸前的瓦罐和面口袋垂下来后，觉得自己的皮肤里直往外冒油，就像村里唯一的那台手扶拖拉机的油箱经常滴滴嗒嗒地漏油时那样。那时，汊子觉得自己的身体就像那台手扶拖拉机一样肯定出了什么毛病。所以汊子经常总是穷极无聊地躺在西瓜地里看那些女人们通红的胡萝卜一样的手。叉子很少去注意那些没结婚的女人，这绝不是因为那些姑娘们的衣服都扣得很紧，汊子见是觉得这不过是一个时间上的问题。汊子知道那里面至少有一个未来是他的女人，将来那姑娘的胸脯上也会垂下来像其他女人那样的瓦罐和面口袋。汊子一想到这些以后，便觉得活得十分没有意思，日子一点盼头也没有。那时候汊子实在想不出该盼什么才对。收工回来时，他总盼望供销社或供销社旁边的草垛起了大火。那时节村里会像过年一样热闹快活。一想到以后的那些日子里充满了深深地汗味和奶酸味，汊子便忍不住想扯开嗓子乱吼几声，或者将家里的菜刀砍进母亲的肉里。自从这个念头出现后，汊子在吃饭时总是很阴险地盯着母亲。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　时光过得很快，汊子听到那种洗衣服的声音还在嚓嚓地响着。汊子想，这是水家的女人呢，今天洗这么多的衣服。汊子知道村里有一些女人很能干。那些女人经常把院子收拾得干干净净的像天空一样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　汊子这样想着，便从地里爬起来。汊子这时候有一种很强烈的欲望，想看看那个洗衣服的女人。汊子想，这女人真能干。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　汊子从西瓜地里起身的时候，看见马的缰绳像一团蜷曲的蛇一样盘在发绿的瓜蔓里。汊子看见这情景后，脑子里立即跑过一阵不祥的东西，很像一些奇形怪状的乌云或六角形的纸钱。于是，汊子便咬着牙，做出一种恶狠狠的地主般的表情，用脚在那团蛇一样的缰绳上踩了许久。汊子这句话是忽然灵机一动想起来的，汊子顿时很兴奋。汊子觉得能在最穷极无聊的时候忽然想起这么一句有趣的话很不容易，很不简单。汊子那时发现自己原来很聪明。汊子从小一向羡慕那些能说俏皮话的人，汊子多年来一直觉得自己在这方面不行。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　汊子觉得今天这一天其实过得很有意义。要是在学校那阵，他肯定能写出一篇很好的作文或日记。“记一次有意义的劳动”，“记暑假里最有意义的一天”，随便什么题目。汊子在想象中将那些字一笔一划地工工整整地写进作文本里以后，忽然有了一种被人轻轻抚摸全身的感觉。汊子想永远记住这个日子，可一时又想不起今天是什么日子。一年前，汊子从中学毕业回来后，日子便开始混乱起来，像土豆一样翻来倒去，乌烟瘴气。汊子有一次问别人今天是几号，结果让人笑话了许久。以后，常有人时不时地问他今天几号。汊子十分后悔自己不该问了那么一句晦气的话，结果弄得落下那么个倒霉的绰号。汊子决定以后再也不问类似几号的蠢话了。管他妈的是几号，几号又能如何。汊子想，只有面临死期的人才会专门关心今天是几号，汊子自己不像要死的人。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　汊子这样想着，满脸喜气地从西瓜地里站起来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　满地的西瓜圆滚滚的，像一个个卵子一样。汊子学着电影里大对支书的样子，将衣服披在肩上，满脸豪情地瞧着寂静的水库。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　屋顶上回响着一种嘻嘻哈哈的笑声。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　声音如同拥挤的瓦片。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /><br /><span style="mso-spacerun:yes">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">汊子最初看到水库时，觉得自己的头变得像砖头一样，愣头愣脑的，很木。汊子一时觉得水库很古怪，大坝上的字像一排排白色的相框一样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /><span style="mso-spacerun:yes">&nbsp; </span></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　四周一个人也没有。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　汊子觉得裤裆里滑腻腻的，一阵发麻。汊子听见他的大腿根传来一阵叽叽咕咕的小牛的叫声。于是，汊子便丢开马，迅速地跑上大坝，沿着水库的四周跑了一圈。汊子跑在大坝上的时候，不时听到头顶上方传来婴儿的哭声。汊子独自边跑边注意着水库，他看见平静的水面上伸出几根细直的发绿的草，像女人的头发丝一样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　后来，汊子便在大坝的一端停下了脚。汊子身子挺挺地站着，像竖起来的一根手指一样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　汊子站在大坝上支愣着耳朵听了许久，先前的那种嚓嚓的洗衣服的声音没有了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　汊子那时一个人自言自语地说了一些很难懂的话。汊子像是说给自己的腿听的，可是，汊子的两条腿一直迈不开。汊子用手去摸，发现两条腿像水泥一样。汊子看见他的腿部流淌着一些鲜红的东西，汊子那时能想起来的东西很少，汊子认为刚才他在坝上奔跑的时候，不小心将学校里的一瓶红墨水踢翻了，红墨水泼洒着溅到了他的腿上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　隐隐地听见几年前修水库时的一些隆隆的炮声渐渐稀疏了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　庄稼依旧林立。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　一些红旗在远处呼啦呼啦地摆着。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　阳光像面粉一样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　汊子站在坝上，有一种被扒光衣服后的感觉。浑身上下赤裸裸的，很冷。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　于铁民从县里拉货回来时，老远便看见村外的一些烽火台上的草被风刮得摇来摇去。路上那时一个人也没有，于铁民觉得胸脯里空荡荡的，只有一些缭绕着的黑烟。于是，于铁民便将手扶拖拉机的油门加大，突突地往前开。于铁民是如今留在这里的唯一的一名知青了。刚来插队那时，于铁民一直看果园，后来开手扶拖拉机，再后来便成了村里供销社的售货员。一起来的二十几个知青都走了，于铁民便将行李搬到了供销社里住。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　那天，于铁民一个人开着拖拉机在村里转游了许久后，才终于回到供销社里。每隔几个月，于铁民便去县里拉一次货。车子进村后，于铁民有一种十分生疏的感觉，虽然车子几次从供销社的门前经过，但于铁民一直没有看见。天黑得厉害，街上一个人也没有，不时有一些树枝划到车上，发出唰啦唰啦的声音。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　于铁民听到从一些黑暗的地方传来碗筷的碰撞声，就是那种很老的大瓷碗发出的那种声音。街上流动着一种焚烧谷糠后的味道。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　车子开到供销社的门口时，于铁民的脚下变得软绵绵的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　于铁民是看见黑暗的街上出现了一片昏黄的光以后才将车开过去的。车开过去以后，于铁民回头发现那片昏黄的光很快不见了，后面传来一声女人的哭声。于铁民很熟悉这种哭声，那是村里的女人们与男人打架后哭出的那种声音。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　于铁民下车后，一抬头发现车正好停在供销社的门口，于铁民那时很激动，他结结巴巴地说了一些十分含糊不清的话。于铁民在从车上往下搬东西时，仔细寻找刚才那个哭泣的女人。街上静悄悄的，一点声音也没有。下午的风将树上刮得十分干净。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　于铁民将供销社的大门打开后，将车开进院里。大门打开时，发出一种吱吱唔唔的声音，有一种很不舒服的东西迅速地从于铁民的身上流过。他从车上搬下一些麻袋和一些纸箱子。他听见对面房上的瓦发出一种哗啦哗啦的响动，于铁民认为那是风，风把房上的瓦片拨弄出一些很响的声音。那时侯于铁民一点儿没有对那些响动的瓦片产生任何的怀疑。几年前于铁民便知晋北山区风大。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　门栓在黑暗中响了几下后，于铁民进了屋子。那天晚上，于铁民没有生火，一个人吃了一些很冷的鱼罐头。那天晚上，于铁民一点睡意也没有。他熄了灯，锁好门，便去找村里的会计下棋。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　会计住在水库附近的一片旧房子里，离西瓜地不远。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　于铁民走到一个十字路口的时候，看见对面过来一个人。那人一瘸一瘸地走着。凭走路的姿势和身影，于铁民认出那人是学校里的姓周的老师。一张黄脸，常年病着。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　姓周的老师手里拎着一铁桶煤油，拐进北边的巷子里后，立即不见了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　北边的巷子很窄很长，两边都是一些高大的旧房子。巷子里有磨坊和一些马棚。天一过下午，巷子里便没人了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　经常有一些身材瘦小的老太太坐在巷子的尽头或某个墙角，烧化一些白色的纸钱，纸灰纷纷从巷子里刮出来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　学校里熄灯后，姓周的老师才开始回家。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　走在路上的时候，两边有一些颜色暗红的榆树。姓周的老师戴着一只口罩，听到一阵嘹亮的读书声和一阵敲击脸盆的声音。姓周的老师感到两个眼眶跳动不止，口罩像一张被子一样覆盖着他的嘴巴、鼻子和两面的脸部。姓周的老师走路很慢，远远地落在学生们和其他老师的后面，所以，整条路上实际上一直只是他一个人在走，四周没有任何别的声音。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　姓周的老师走在路上的时候，想到这个夏天和以往的那些夏天并没有什么两样。姓周的老师经常拿着一只梨与自己的脸色相比。姓周的老师教了好多年的书，从五九年高小毕业时就开始了。每年的夏天，姓周的老师便会发现学校里的黑板上流淌出一些湿漉漉汗。最初，黑板上那些湿漉漉的东西沿着一些缝隙流进姓周的老师的故事里时，他便觉得他们是汗。他总是用粉笔在黑板上画出一些整整齐齐的字。姓周的老师在楔子的时候，始终有一种做贼的感觉。以后的许多年，姓周的老师经常梦见那些红瓦的教室被风刮在一边，很像灵车上那些纸扎的房子。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　姓周的老师想到那些房顶上的瓦片的时候，觉得脸上的口罩像一块铁皮一样。他闻到了一阵很浓的杏花花瓣的气味。太阳很亮的那时，姓周的老师走进了十字路口南边的那条巷子里。巷子的尽头有一堵墙，用浑圆的黑石头垒起来。那石头墙在姓周的老师的故事里总是密不透风，墙头上总是飘着一些白色的纸条。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　姓周的老师在一个阳光很好的上午，看见一些有没院墙的人家。院子里都开满了无数的杏花。那些杏花都开得很完整，很规矩。姓周的老师在走进这条巷子以后，闻到了一种杏花和牛粪的混合的气味。巷子里很少有人，姓手的老师知道社员们都在水库上修坝。在一些很不起眼的角落里有几个白发小脚的老太太坐着，不仔细注意是不会发现的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　那天上午，姓周的老师在静静的阳光里还听到过一种什么东西破裂的声音，很像是水库工地上的红旗被撕破时的那类声音。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　姓周的老师在这个阳光灿烂晴空万里的上午听到那种东西被撕破的声音后，忽然觉得自己的脖颈后面生长了一个红肿的脓包，脓包里面充满了白色的粘液。姓周的老师那时觉得这个上午其实并不美好，就像是有人用剪刀撕破了他的衣服后一样。这种不美好的东西整整一个上午一直自始自终紧紧地伴随着他，直到后来姓周的老师看见对面的石头墙上隐显出一张杏花般的女人的面孔十为止。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　姓周的老师的鼓励的灯光就是在个很晴朗的上午熄灭的，从此以后一直再没有人看见那灯光亮过一次。后来，一些颜色暗红的圆形的草垛开始出现了，风把石磨刮得轰隆隆地转动起来。一些羽毛颜色焦黄的燕子开始在故事中的一些巷子里飞进飞出。瓦房上雕刻着的一些猫头吃力而无声的笑着。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　姓周的老师这样想着，一只手抬起来，轻轻地捂着脖颈后面的那个红肿的脓包。姓周的老师此时觉得杏花的气味像酒或煤油的气味。姓周的老师知道再过一会儿学校里就要下学了，学生们成群结队地走在大街上，姓周的老师知道这个时候不能让脓包里的那些白色的粘液流出来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　姓周的老师的故事里的那些燕子就是在这个时候飞出来的。燕子们拖着一种焦黄颜色的羽毛，带着一种熟肉的气味，从巷子上面飞过。一些金黄的油汁滴滴嗒嗒地滴着。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　当时，姓周的老师抬起头以后，忽然看见对面的石头墙上显隐出一张类似杏花花瓣似的女人的脸。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt;mso-fareast-font-family:宋体"><br /></span><span style="font-size:10.5pt;font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-font-kerning:1.0pt;mso-ansi-language:en-us;mso-fareast-language:zh-cn;mso-bidi-language:ar-sa;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-size:12.0pt">　　姓周的老师直盯盯地望着显隐在对面石头墙上的杏花般的女人面孔时，听到哧啦的一声。姓周的老师发现了，他的上衣被什么东西撕开了一个很大的口子。<br /><br /><p><span style="color:black"><font face="宋体">【木棉手工录入，转载请注明转自黑蓝及录入人】</font></span></p></span><span lang="EN-US" 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木棉

<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">汊子那天很晚才回来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子那天牵着马，越过长城，到了长城以北的一些山上。汊子在那些山上一直走了很久。那些山上一直没有草。后来，汊子看见马的身上出汗了才终于停了下来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　四周全是光秃秃的馒头山。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子坐在黄色的山谷里时，觉得这里很僻静，是个好地方。汊子想将来老了以后就来这里住。汊子是想将来来这山谷里种罂粟。汊子一路上看到过许多红白的罂粟花。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　天黑下来，汊子看到满天的星星都出来后，觉得牙根很痒，他感到了一种很粗糙的摩擦的声音，就是那种用碎石或沙子摩擦锅底时发出的声音。汊子听见无数的星星将天空摩擦得吱吱作响，汊子的脸上有一种无奈的消受不住的笑容。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　天完全变黑以后，汊子已经牵着马越过长城回来了。长城上的豁口处如同一些深不可测的山洞。豁口处的风声，如一把铜号的声音。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子听见水库那面很寂静，但汊子还是听到了身后的水库里响起了“扑通”、“扑通”的声音。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子那天晚上很激动。汊子边跑边想，天这么黑了，是谁往水库里扔石头呢？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　是地主，富农，牛鬼蛇神和坏分子们！那些家伙每夜都不停地翻动着厚厚的变天帐，声音像打算盘一样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子这样想着的时候，觉得自己变得像雷锋一样高大起来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　当汊子牵着马出现在高高的打谷场上的时候，汊子远远地看见他家的大门口灯火灿烂，一片辉煌。汊子看见一些穿黑色紧身衣的人整整齐齐地站在灯光里，那些人的脸都很白，只是看不清眉目。每个人的手里都提着一只发红的灯笼。汊子还看见一顶绣花的轿子停在大门口的正中。汊子那天晚上远远地看见那轿子时，觉得自己一下子成了一个古人。汊子很兴奋，汊子觉得眼前他看到的情景十分有趣而热闹。汊子那时也想走上前去试试。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　后来，汊子看见爷爷从院里出来了。爷爷穿着一身很亮的黑缎子衣服，爷爷被一些人左右搀扶着走进停在门口的轿子里。汊子这时才忽然记起了他家的成分。汊子想，爷爷这是要去什么地方，会不会是去台湾呢？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子这样想着，便牵了马由打谷场上奔下来。街上黑暗得厉害。汊子走到自己家大门口时，看见大门口也一片漆黑。汊子在黑暗中站了半天，似乎闻到一些炮竹燃过后的硝烟的气味。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子想，他们走得真快，一转眼就没了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子回到家里，父亲告诉他说爷爷死了。汊子听了差点笑起来，他觉得父亲这人可真能瞎编。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　吃饭的时候，汊子看见爷爷躺在东屋的一张门板上像以往睡着后一样，身上盖了一件破烂的大皮袄。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子仔细地回忆着那些红灯笼。汊子一想起那些红灯笼，就觉得身体里的那些黑暗的部分很冷，像是墙上的一些窟窿。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计是吃过晚饭从家里出来的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计从家里出来后，听见附近的农神庙里传出吵吵嚷嚷的声音。会计知道农神庙是村里存放粮食的仓库。会计赶到农神庙门口时，从门缝里看见仓库里亮着灯。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计看见仓库里面的灯光后，便开始急急忙忙地回家。会计以为是大队要分粮，会计那时一点儿也没以为是什么。会计想，一定是支书很忙，忘了通知他。白天社员们都在工地上劳动，没有分粮的时间，一般分粮都在晚上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计这样想着，回到家里。会计带了算盘和帐簿急急忙忙地出来。会计觉得还应该叫上保管，保管是秤粮食的。于是，会计便绕了一片瓦房来到保管家。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　保管那天晚上不在。会计出来后想，这家伙消息倒灵，早早地去了，我怎么就没有听说呢？会计今天晚上出来，有一种如临大敌的感觉。会计隐隐地觉得今天晚上的分粮与以往的任何一次分粮都不同，社员们一点儿动静也没有。会计心里盘算着，会计首先想到是很有可能要打仗了。会计那天晚上一直以为是苏联人从北边杀过来了。会计参加过许多关于备战、备荒、反修防修的会议。会计一路走着，脑子里不时地出现着电影里看到过的那些粮秣委员的形象。会计显得很激动不安，走路跌跌撞撞的。会计那天晚上像一个血气方刚的年青人，有一种视死如归的气氛。会计在黑暗的街上跌跌撞撞地想，宁可粉身碎骨，也不能给苏联人留下一粒玉米或黑豆。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计来到仓库大门外的时候，已经听不到先前的那种吵吵嚷嚷的声音了。会计一推大门，听见门上的锁子哗啦啦地响了一下，门还锁着。会计那时很生气，于是便从裤腰带上解下几十把大小的钥匙开了门。院里静悄悄的，从仓库里透出来的一些亮射到院子里。会计走进仓库门口，见仓库上还有锁子，里边亮着灯，一点儿声音也没有。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计从门口看见仓库里边的墙上画着一些无头的古代武士的画像。仓库地上的玉米一直堆至那些武士的胸口上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计觉得呼吸有些困难。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民摸黑来到会计家里时，发现会计不在。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计的女人说，你来得真不巧，吃过饭他就出去了。后来回来过一下，没有一分钟就又走了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民笑笑说，命苦，不能怨政府。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计的女人听了，发出一种很温和的笑声，于铁民听到这笑声后，觉得有一双很细很热的手放在他的胸脯上。于铁民来的时候，发现月亮像一把小镰刀一样挂在一棵年老的榆树上，做出一种砍树的架势。于铁民想起以前的一些很琐碎的事情，那些事情都变得越来越远了，只有一个纸扎的月亮一直高高挂在他的记忆里，月亮上涂了很多的奶油。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计的女人坐得离于铁民很近。于铁民闻到这女人的身上有一种劣质胭脂的味道，类似荞麦的花瓣或动物的舌头。会计有不少个孩子，于铁民以前经常来会计家下棋，却一直搞不清是六个还是七个。女人的脸很白，眼睫毛长长的，身段也很动人，于铁民的身体渐渐变得发硬。于铁民想到，很多个夏天以来，他一直生活得像一口水井，幽深而平静。于铁民现在很少向别人谈起北京，谈起家中的父母和以前的一些事情，于铁民觉得所有这些举动都十分荒唐可笑。夏天以来，于铁民日益感到嘴里的牙齿正在出现松动的情况，于铁民在这个夏天里觉得嘴里的牙齿变得箱风中的栅栏一样摇摇晃晃，似乎很危险，但于铁民却一点儿也不在乎。于铁民现在对任何事情都不怎么在乎，所以他还是坚持每夜临睡前要吃一些水果糖。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　在于铁民不吃水果糖的夜里，于铁民经常会被一些什么响动从睡梦里唤醒，于铁民那时常听到外面有拨弄门栓的声音，是一种很小心的动作。于铁民听到这种很礼仪的声响后，恍若置身于北京的家中。最初，于铁民一直认为是半夜来买东西的社员。于铁民其实认为社员们在半夜里来供销社买东西十分正常，社员们白天都在地里干活儿，那时侯社员们连抽空撒尿的机会也不多，所以这样一来社员们匆匆忙忙的样子时，老有一种尿紧的感觉。于铁民想，他们真忙，他们日理万机，披星戴月。于铁民多年来一直想与他们聊聊风水和坟地问题，可一直没有这样的机会。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民与会计成为棋友以后，于铁民认识了会计的哥哥。于铁民很早就听说会计的哥哥是个通晓阴阳的人。村里其他的一些阴阳先生平日里见了会计的哥哥时总要低下头回避到一边。那些人都觉得会计的哥哥在一个很深很远的地方做着很大的官，他们有时会看见他坐在一个高高的殿堂上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　所以，于铁民第一次见到会计的哥哥的时候，一下子便体会到了灵魂两个字的真正的意义。于铁民一直觉得会计的哥哥长得极像一个灵魂。那时候于铁民看见这个灵魂后，一直觉得浑身冰冷，周围有一股冷森森的风刮来挂去。于铁民看到灵魂发青的牙齿十分整齐，脸上有隐隐的七八种不同的颜色。那时候于铁民一点儿没有把灵魂的脸上的七八种不同的颜色想成是一块调色板，那时候于铁民只觉得灵魂的脸部的所有气色都很灿烂。灵魂的一双黑布鞋走起路来十分轻巧，一点儿声响也没有。所以，于铁民一直认为灵魂善于飞檐走壁。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民记得灵魂那天的金牙很灿烂。灵魂知道眼前的知青是会计的棋友，灵魂那时很大方地从怀里摸出一支烟递给于铁民。于铁民清楚地闻到灵魂递来的烟有一种深深的檀香味。于铁民闻到那种檀香味后，脑子里立即出现了一些门面破败的庙宇、灵堂以及牌位的形象。于铁民站在灵魂的对面，觉得自己的头变得很大很空，身体里空荡荡的。于铁民看见灵魂摸出一盒式样古旧的硫磺火柴点烟，火光将灵魂脸上的一片紫色弄得十分鲜亮。那时候于铁民认为不该让灵魂这样的人当一名普通的社员，那时侯于铁民便认定灵魂这个人十分厉害，神通无比，后来发生的一切都证明于铁民在当初很有眼力。于铁民是把灵魂这个人当作一个灵魂来对待的，所以多年来于铁民一直受到灵魂的无比周到的关照和庇护。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　在于铁民站着与灵魂说话的时候，于铁民听到从灵魂的身体里传来阵阵铜锣的声音，于铁民看见灵魂的土布衣衫在微微起伏，灵魂的脸上出现了一些很绚丽的气色。于铁民那时记得灵魂手掌内的纹路密密麻麻的，十分复杂，如一张世界地图。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民那时很谦恭地问灵魂可会下棋，灵魂听了，客气地说，棋可以下。灵魂告诉于铁民说他有一副自制的棋子，不免粗糙些，却总可以下，有空可过来摆摆。于铁民听了很激动，连连致谢。于铁民想到灵魂这人满义气，满北京也难找这样的人。于铁民当时便想到第一次去灵魂家一定不能寒酸，免得损了各自的面子。于铁民想应该带些水果罐头和白酒一类的东西去，灵魂自小吃素，从不近荤腥。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　后来的一年夏天，当于铁民决定整理一些抽屉的时候，于铁民翻出了他与灵魂第一次见面时灵魂递给他的那支有深深的檀香味的烟。那时于铁民一直吸去了半支，后来于铁民说嗓子咳嗽，便熄灭了烟，随手揣进口袋里。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　现在，于铁民翻出那半支烟时，发现那原来是一支质地很硬的铅笔。铅笔的一半被折断了。于铁民手里握着半支铅笔时，又闻到了那种深深的檀香的气味，还有一种旧家具的浓浓的气味。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民握着半支铅笔的时候，看见一些很粗糙的草沿着外面的窗户探头探脑地爬上来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　夜里，月亮把四周的一些房顶照得很平静。姓周的老师走在路上的时候，看见房顶上层层的瓦片像一些大寨梯田一样。姓周的老师那时边走边嘴里哼着一种很抽象的小调。姓周的老师观看房顶的时候，听到一种轰隆隆的泥土塌方的声音，后来响起了尖利的吹哨子的声音。姓周的老师到达家门口的时候，觉得有几个人共同推着一辆小平车朝公社卫生院的方向跑去。姓周的老师不知道他们这么晚了还跑那么老远去干什么。姓周的老师松了松脸上的大口罩，觉得外面很冷，便赶忙又将口罩捂得很严实。四周的一些矮树林很像一些人，姓周的老师那时看见这些树以后，忽然有了一种医生的感觉。姓周的老师那时觉得自己像一名医生一样，远远地看着一群群的黄脸病人向他走来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师推开家门的时候，随手从脸上摘下了那只大口罩。姓周的老师把口罩拿在手里，觉得整个口罩滑腻腻的，上面透出一种鼻孔的气味。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　那天上午，晴空万里阳光灿烂红旗招展的过程中，姓周的老师站在巷子里杏花边的石头墙下，眼睛望着显隐在对面石头墙上的杏花般的女人面部。姓周的老师在那天上午一共被撕破过二十几次衣服，从衣领一直到袖口。所以，那天上午，寂静无声的阳光里不时地响起那种哧啦哧啦的撕破布的声音。姓周的老师回到家里后，立即脱下身上的衣服丢到自己的女人面前让她缝补。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　女人将那件破破烂烂的衣服左右上下翻阅了一阵，女人显得很生气。姓周的老师看见女人翻阅衣服时就像翻阅课本一样，姓周的老师觉得女人真像真像一个功课优秀努力学习的好学生。姓周的老师想到这些后，身体忽然有些莫名的兴奋和冲动。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　女人将衣服翻过以后，当时觉得这衣服真不经穿，刚穿上没几天就破成了现在这种样子。女人那时一点儿也没有朝别的方面去想，女人以为是姓周的老师与学校别的老师因为粉笔或墨水的分配问题不合理而双方发生了争执以后，姓周的老师的衣服才被撕成现在这样。女人觉得那个撕破她男人的衣服的人一定十分蛮横，阴险而歹毒。女人觉得她应该在一个蒙蒙的细雨天去专门见见那个蛮不讲理的老师。女人要告诉那饿老师的是她自己的男人多年来一直有病，脸色像黄梨一样，阴虚肾亏，因而一年四季总戴着一个大口罩像一名电影里的特务一样每日来往于学校和家庭之间的土路上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　女人在想完这些的时候，觉得很解气。女人一点儿也不知道姓周的老师在那天上午所发生的那些事。许多的女人都喜欢用自己的意念和想象去安排她身外的任何事情，那会使她们的身体和心情都很满足。事实上许多女人连最基本的即自己的身体本身也把握不住。这些道理直到许多年以后的某一天女人才逐渐搞清楚。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　所以，女人认真翻阅完那件破烂的衣服后，问姓周的老师今天去什么地方了把衣服弄得这样破。姓周的老师说今天他奉校长的指示带领一大群学生们去山上砍柴时被山上的树枝划破的，还有学多的学生也都被树枝挂破了衣服。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　在姓周的老师仔细向女人回忆和描绘山上的那些坚硬而多刺的树丛时，女人觉得有一些很粗糙很坚硬的树枝扎进了她的肉体里。女人那时觉得浑身上下很疼。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　女人看见姓周的老师摘去大口罩以后的脸部如一张供奉时的黄纸一样轻飘飘的左右摇摆不定，女人想起了一些以前的事情。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　女人说，夜里，她常听到院子里有抬木头的声音。在女人说这话的过程中，姓周的老师觉得那木头被放在地上后，发出一种梆梆的闷响，如同一些空桶。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师说，我经常听见碗橱里有很嘹亮的读书声和考试时各种响动。姓周的老师让女人抓紧一切时间把破了的衣服尽快补好，以免第二天到了学校里让学生们和其他的老师看笑话。姓周　的老师深知作为一个老师，仪表整洁端正是一个十分重要的问题，这些地方绝对不能忽视。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　在女人开始一针一针地缝补衣服的时候，姓周的老师忽然觉得身上的皮肤像被针扎一样，十分疼痛。女人停下针重新换线的过程中，姓周的老师感到那种针扎的疼痛正在消失。在女人重新用针缝补时，姓周的老师又一次感到了那种针扎的疼痛。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></span></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">姓周的老师想，这种事就得忍一忍，否则明天没法去学校。姓周的老师看见女人像一名兽医一样为他缝补衣服，觉得十分不好意思。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　所以，夜里睡下的时候，当女人向姓周的老师靠拢过来时，姓周的老师做出一种女人般的怕羞的样子。姓周的老师怕女人看见他身上的骨头。这样，姓周的老师一直忸忸怩怩地躲避着女人的手。后来，当女人猛地掀开他的被子时，女人看缉拿姓周的老师的身上布满了无数个红肿的针眼。每一个针眼都像一只小小的嘴一样。女人吃惊地看着。女人发现姓周的老师的身体比昨天整整瘦下去一圈。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　一些发白的骨头在姓周的老师的身上裸露出来。远看像山上的一些岩石。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　唢呐从半夜里就吹开了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　从附近山里雇来的吹鼓手们闭着眼睛，一直看着汊子他们一家人稀里呼噜地吃完早饭才住了嘴。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子这天早晨很早就醒了。汊子知道今天是爷爷发葬的日子，汊子昨天夜里发现爷爷曾向他暗示过一些什么。汊子一早就听见瞎子们坐在一间席棚子里，自始至终都在吹着同一支曲子。汊子知道这支很著名的曲子叫《欢迎八路军》，瞎子们一遍又一遍地反复吹着“猪啊，羊啊，送到哪里去？”的旋律。汊子想，这些瞎子们把爷爷弄成猪了，汊子知道今天就要把爷爷送到北山上去，那里有许多的坟堆。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子在吃饭的时候，看见母亲的下身，汊子不由自主地想起了厕所墙上的一些粗糙的漫画。汊子记得那些生动无比的漫画分别用燃过的黑木棍和石灰块画出来，那是一些非常随意的东西。汊子十分羡慕那种极其随意的笔法。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子以前经常一个人蹲在临街的厕所里仔细分辨街上过来的各种声音。汊子在爷爷去世的前一天夜里便从中分辨出一种喊口号的声音。汊子在爷爷的灵前看到一盏发绿的长明灯时，汊子觉得被什么东西卡住了脖子。汊子在爷爷去世的当天也里梦见爷爷将身下的门板尿得潮湿不堪。汊子忍不住说了那么一句，爷爷便像孩子一样哭个没完，躺在地上一直不起来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></span></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">汊子一个人躺在黑暗的屋子里的时候，汊子听到空中传来一阵轻轻的棋子的抨击声。四周飘起一些鹅毛般的歌声。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></span></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">汊子看见家里的一些钥匙都是零七碎八地挂在墙上。要是们在墙上睡得很安静，汊子那时一点儿也不想惊醒那些熟睡的钥匙们。钥匙们的铜枝铁杆十分暗淡无光，有一些窸窸窣窣的脚步声在钥匙的四周爬来爬去。汊子想起村北大片的西瓜地里曾经流淌着鲜红的西瓜的汁液。汊子在一个人仔细会议这些往事的时候，家里的案板上冒起了如烟似雾的一片墨绿色的青苔。一些筷子上布满了粘稠喑哑的水果糖的气味，风在瓦罐里面呜呜回响。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></span></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">起丧的时候，汊子的肩上扛着一根巨大的阴魂幡。汊子看见一些人龇牙咧嘴地将爷爷的棺材抬起来后，原来停放棺材的地方出现了一系列红肿而饱满的粉刺和脓包。汊子问父亲用不用去请一个医生来，父亲没有说话，父亲的一顶帽子如一张纸片一样在头上晃来晃去。汊子看见父亲比较恼火，便放弃了原先的一些打算。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子想，这些人他妈的真难操，实在不好多打交道。汊子觉得自己十分孤单。汊子在想父亲等的脾性时，并没有意识到他的肩上还抗着一根高大的阴魂幡。汊子是偶然听见高大的阴魂幡上传来轻轻的叹息声时，才想起肩上的木秆子的。汊子看见高大的阴魂反上面飘扬着一些白色的纸条，像爷爷的胡须和面条一样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子说，这秆子真沉，我实在抗不动了，我想喝水。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　没有一个人理会他。大家都觉得听不懂他的话，大家那时觉得汊子就像一个操着陌生口音的外地人一样。大家一致问他从什么地方来，来这里要做什么，养蜂、裁衣服、修表或是弹棉花。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子说，我是看风水的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子说这话的过程中，看见对面的房顶上流动着一种轻轻的岚气。汊子不知道再过多久才要过年，汊子决定在过年的时候，到对面的原子里和房顶上去看看。那时候那些房顶上都铺满了几寸厚的白雪，瓦安安静静地睡在下面像一些年老的白牛一样。汊子在那个夏天的早晨还远远没有意识到世界上有些事情其实是说不清的，结果反会弄得越说越糟。后来的一些结果证明汊子在这方面的确不行。汊子要是能及早地认识到这一点，汊子的年岁便会在十六岁到六十一岁之间徐徐前进，汊子也会在五十九岁的那一年辛勤种植下无数红白的罂粟花。可是汊子没有那样做。汊子没有那样去做，他的年岁就不会在十六到六十一岁之间徐徐前进。所以，汊子在这一年的夏天总是十六岁。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子的年岁在汊子十六岁的这一年夏天结了很厚的冰。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　所以，汊子总是经常在梦里被冻醒。汊子住在一些老房子里，老房子十分的不暖和。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子在十六岁这一年的夏天里梦见长城以南大片的西瓜都破了，鲜红的西瓜汁液无边无际，漫过了一些房顶。一些瓦片被涂染得血红。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　水库上传来嚓嚓的洗衣服的声音。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计那天回到村里，拧开村里的高音大喇叭要说话的时候，会计才猛然记起他早已把刚从公社带回来的指示和通知全忘了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计那天一个人无声地在大喇叭面前站了许久。会计的心跳和喘息通过喇叭里传到空中后，人们都没有察觉。那时候人们都以为是天要下雨了，那时候人们谁也没有想到会计一个人回站在大喇叭面前发呆。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计在努力会议那些指示和通知的下落。会计想起那些路上一个人也没有。会计在从公社回来的路上，边走边掏过一些口袋，很有可能就是在那时侯把那些从公社里听到的指示给弄丢了。会计在这一天的早晨起来那时便凭空有了一种不祥的感觉。会计吃饭前坐在院子里抽烟，从烟袋里摸出来的全是一些发霉后的烟叶。会计想起那天晚上发生的那些事感到十分惊惧，会计没有向任何人说起过那事。会计吃惊地看见自己的十个手指一夜之间变得像一些乌黑的烧火棍那样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　后来，会计站在大喇叭面前说了一些那年冬天修水库时所说过的话。会计说，一年不行二年，二年不行三年，三年不行五年，十年八年总可以了吧。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计在说这些话的过程中，听到在自己的舌头下面轰隆隆地滚动着一些小平车车轮的声音。一些石头滚下去了，另一写哨声很尖利地响起来。漫天的尘土中飘过来女人裤裆的味道。会计那时觉得很恶心，心理反反复复地念叨着一些陌生的人名和地名。有一种类似腌酸菜的东西弥漫起来，弄得磨房里，仓库里到处都是。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计说话的声音通过大喇叭传到村里的各个角落以后，人们都觉得是听到了一种羊羔的叫声，就是傍晚时的羔羊要找母羊吃奶时的那类叫声。所以，社员们听到会计在大喇叭里发出羔羊般的叫声时，都以为村里要杀羊了。社员们那时都完全被蒙在鼓里，大家一点儿搞不明白为什么会在夏天里杀羊。那时，社员们觉得四周山上的草全光了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　后来，会计又在大喇叭里发出一系列结结巴巴的声音，听起来像是弓着腰咳嗽。会计是在努力回忆那些指示的内容。在公社开会的时候，会计发现新来的公社书记是个外地人，操一口外地话。公社书记说的话会计一句也听不懂。会计愣愣地坐在一边，如一个伙夫。会计看见公社书记一边讲话，一边挖鼻孔。会计眼见得一些亮晶晶的东西被公社书记有力地甩到地上。会计想，他甩的是些什么东西啊，像是一些粉条。会计不知道公社书记为什么要把一些粉条甩到地上。会计那时对公社书记这人很感兴趣，觉得很有意思。这以后，会计又亲眼目睹公社书记将一些类似绿图钉一类的软物用同样的方法甩到脚下。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计坐在下面想，他真有钱啊，不大的功夫就将那么多的东西全扔了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计看见公社书记毫不心疼那些东西，脸上一点也不在乎时，会计就想自己真寡，咸吃萝卜淡操心。会计那时侯就是那样，经常对许多的事情都想不开，老为一些身外的东西牵魂绕梦。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计在这个夏天到来之前，发现自己的大腿上生了一层类似鱼鳞般的东西。夜里睡下的时候，会计常把手伸进被子里去摸，去抠。会计发现那些鱼鳞很结实很坚硬，许多天下来一点变化也没有。每当看到对这些鱼鳞无济于事时，会计便忍不住想放声痛哭。整整一个夏天会计老觉得自己身体的各个部位上都有一些声锈了的铁钉。会计在梦里时常听见那些褐色的铁钉摩擦皮肤的声音。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计遗忘了公社指示的这一天，会计的头发出现了很厉害的脱落的现象。一片片的头发如牛毛一般唰唰地脱落下来，会计疼得两眼生泪。会计以前从来不知道脱头发会带来这样钻心的疼痛。会计在这年夏天以来，经常梦见以前的一些旧人纷纷来找他下棋。那些来往的旧人的棋艺都十分了得，因此会计经常被旧人们杀得一败涂地，十分凄凉。那些旧人们的口袋里时常都满满荡荡的装着一些杏花。所以，每次下棋的时候，会计都能闻到一阵杏花的气味和一种烧布条的气味。会计每次下完棋后总是接连几天不能吃饭，一口饭也吃不下，会计只觉得很恶心，像是怀了孩子一样。那些旧人们一边下棋，一边津津有味地吃着口嗲里的杏花。会计觉得那种烧布条的气味是从十字路口南边的那条巷子里飘过来的。会计有好长时间没有南边的那条巷子里了，会计不知道那条巷子里如今发生了什么事情。会计一般很少去那里，除非去通知那里的社员们开会时才去。会计记得那条巷子里有一些没有院墙的人家，那里的杏化每年都开得很好。巷子对面的那堵石头墙上有一些很厚的青苔。巷子的角落里只有一些白发小脚的老太太坐着，巷子里时常有焚烧谷糠的气味。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计想到石头墙上的那些很厚的青苔时，觉得自己的手掌和额头都湿漉漉的很难受，一片冰凉。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　会计的体重在这年夏天里迅速地飞流直下。因此，会计在这年夏天走路的时候，裤裆和裤腿总是显得很空，像是弄了两条假腿，衣服如纸片一样飘来飘去，叮咚作响。<br /><br /><p><span style="color:black"><font face="宋体">【木棉手工录入，转载请注明转自黑蓝及录入人】</font></span></p></span></p><p><span style="color:black"><font face="宋体">【木棉手工录入，转载请注明转自黑蓝及录入人】</font></span></p><span lang="EN-US" 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恩，真用心呐，可惜没见什么人抒发一下好感。这本集子算是我那个没什么书的木架上最喜欢的书之一了，以前很小的时候喜欢，现在还是很愿意时常翻翻，读这些篇目就像能看见一个那么自卑又十足聪明的县城青年在那么心醉神迷的探究抒情在叙事里最好的成立方式，因为纯洁所以读起来感觉很自由啊。

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<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">于铁民那天晚上其实并没有吃饭，但当于铁民提着一包水果罐头和白酒来到灵魂的家里，灵魂很客气地问他吃过没有后，于铁民很老实地说吃过了。于铁民在说这话的时候，脸上一阵一阵地发烧。于铁民那时便觉得说假话很没意思，很不好说。于铁民还觉得对灵魂这样的人说假话更不对，很有可能灵魂已经看出来了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　灵魂将于铁民领到一见厢房里坐下，灵魂那天晚上的气色很一般。当于铁民打开挎包取出随身带的水果罐头和白酒时，灵魂显得很生气，灵魂的眼睛里有一种黄橙橙的东西，于铁民一直不敢看。灵魂让于铁民带上东西走，于铁民说东西是送给孩子们的，于铁民后来又断断续续地说了一些冬天的话，灵魂这才不再赶他走了。在于铁民断断续续地说着那些冬天的话时，于铁民看见灵魂的耳朵后面响起了一片白茫茫的风雪之声。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民从进门的时候就开始闻到灵魂家里所拥有的各种味道了。于铁民那天晚上在灵魂家里一共闻到了二十几种不同的气味。其中，最有影响的是一种很浓的木头的气味。其次，是一种很强烈的中草药的气味。这以后还不断地有羊皮的气味，帽子的气味，解放鞋的气味、酱油的气味、檀香的气味、酸菜的气味和袜子的气味以及许多无法分辨的气味。灵魂屋里的灯光是一种深深的紫色和蓝色，如同复写纸那样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民在到达灵魂家里的这个晚上，一个人吃了大约二斤多的水果糖，因此于铁民觉得自己血气方刚，很壮胆量和声色。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　灵魂给于铁民端来一杯茶时，于铁民闻到茶杯里有一种他十分熟悉的檀香气味。在此之前，于铁民偶然看见灵魂将几个发黄的指头伸进茶杯里擦去茶杯上的一些奇形怪状的污秽的图案。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　灵魂问于铁民可喝得惯这茶，于铁民点头说，可以，可以。于铁民第一次发现灵魂笑的时候，脸部如同花瓣一样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民慢慢地喝茶，与灵魂交谈一些很随意的话。后来，于铁民看见灵魂跳下地，打开一个紫色木柜后将头伸进里边认真地摸索什么。于铁民端了茶杯，细细地看。外面的一些树枝映在窗户上，像一些画。有一种很古的东西在于铁民的茶杯里升起来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民眼见得灵魂手里端着一个方方正正的杏黄色布包重新上得炕来。灵魂伸手打开杏黄色布包的时候，于铁民看见灵魂手背上的筋络很乱很明显，如山坡上的一些七拐八拐的小路。小路上软软地刮着一些风。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　灵魂将杏黄色的布包完全打开后，于铁民看到一副异常精美的棋子。于铁民以前在北京那么多年都没有见过如此绝伦的活计。于铁民望着棋子，嘴里不住地吸溜着一些气，于铁民战战兢兢地伸了手去摸。摸了一回，却一点儿也没有体会到是什么感觉。于铁民小心翼翼地问了灵魂这棋子是如何做成这样，灵魂淡淡地说，没有摸出来？这是眼睛，羊的眼睛。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民那天晚上在灵魂家里一直如同置身于遥远生疏的梦里一样。灵魂的棋子的确是用羊的眼睛作成的。每只羊被杀之前，预先将那眼睛挖出来，用针扎破眼睛的一个小孔，除去里面的黑水，再将很细的沙子灌入，弄成各种的形状，存放一些日子后便可在上面刻字了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　再仔细看看。灵魂说。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　两人小心翼翼地将棋子摆好，一连下了几个回合，于铁民败得一塌糊涂。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民那天晚上一直在棋盘上听到一些小羊的叫声，于铁民想那些小羊一定饿了，到处要找食吃。于铁民看见灵魂端然坐在对面，丝毫不动声色，于铁民觉得灵魂这人绝对有一种仙风道骨，最不济也是一种阴阳之气。灵魂并不催他，于铁民那天晚上却一直慌不择路，摸黑而逃。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　眼见得夜已很深，灵魂轻轻地将棋码到一起，用杏黄色布包了。灵魂说，不可太晚，晚了伤神。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　灵魂今天晚上要带于铁民去那个世界里转转。因此，于铁民一直觉得今天晚上是一个不可思议的晚上。万一出了事，后果会变得很麻烦。这事几天以前就说定了，灵魂一直推辞说他近来身体不大好，比较虚弱。办这些事情，需要有很好的精神和体力。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民其实在来灵魂家以前，便一个人在供销社里偷偷地写好了遗书。万一真的回不来时，也毕竟在这世上留下了一些东西。于铁民在世上已没有任何亲人了，只有一些以前的同学。所以，于铁民那天晚上将遗书写得很客气很委婉，像诗一样。于铁民在写完遗书的这个晚上有一种十分轻松舒适的感觉，心情很好。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　灵魂招呼于铁民洗了手脸后，将铺盖打开。灵魂告诉于铁民两人睡同一个被窝，于铁民的身体要贴住灵魂的身体。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民与灵魂一同躺进被子里后，于铁民有一种坐飞机的感觉。灵魂吩咐于铁民拉着他的手。之后，灵魂便迅速熄了灯。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民躺在被子里后，显得有些激动不安，腿肚子上的肉哆哆嗦嗦地乱抖。于铁民红着脸问灵魂到那地方不知有多远，几时才能到达。灵魂没有理会，灵魂很认真地嘱咐于铁民说到了那里不要大声喧哗，不能随地吐痰，不能乱扔果皮和烟头，不能在墙角处大小便，不能在墙上乱写乱画。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民想，那地方原来与北京和所有的大城市都一样，那地方也会有警察和邮局。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民这样想着，怀了一种千里探家的心情，紧紧地拉住了灵魂的手。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师形容枯槁地出现在讲台上的时候，学生们都认为他近来是在很厉害地闹肚子。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　学生们看见姓周的老师用一只发黄的手捂着肚子的时候，学生们那时也都各自觉得肚子里很不好受，一些肠子很抽象地扭到一起，形成一种十分生疏的图案。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　学校里的其他老师们眼见得姓周的老师这些天神色恍惚，衣衫破烂，学校里的老师们便都以为姓周的老师回家后与他的女人不断地打架。老师们请求校长从学校里专门腾出一间房子来让姓周的老师住到学校里来，这样可以避免一些冲突和争战。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　校长那天早上起来后，看见姓周的老师一瘸一瘸地来到学校。校长看见姓周的老师身上破烂的衣衫时，校长觉得他是看到了一只灰褐色的羽毛凌乱的麻雀正向学校里走来。于是，校长当天上午便让人打扫出一间房子来。校长那天变得十分细心，校长还吩咐人将那间房子的窗户用一些砖头堆起来，这样一般人是绝对搞不清里面还会住人的，即使姓周的老师的女人贸然闯到学校里来，也不会被发现。校长那时觉得他这样做很保险，很有责任感。校长哪天上午一直为自己将这件麻烦的事情处理得井井有条而激动不已。于是，校长不停地在校园里走来走去，校长觉得这个学校还是很有前途和希望的。校长那天上午还左顾右盼地想起了以前的一些事情，校长觉得应该把所有的事情都处理成类似今天找房子这样的一种美好的效果。校长那天上午一边踱着步，一边兴致勃勃地将脚下的一些碎石踢出老远。校长看见这天上午的阳光十分灿烂，于是，校长便在一些教室的外面走来走去。校长是在等待姓周的老师下课后出来，校长要告诉他房子已找好了，就在学校最后那一排。校长在回忆起那间房子窗户外面堆起的那些砖头时，校长觉得那些堆起来的砖头就像书上的一些建筑物一样美好而漂亮。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　校长在最初听到下课的钟声响起以后，校长做出了一种蠢蠢欲动的姿态。校长的意思是想一个箭步冲上去将姓周的老师紧紧地抱住。校长这样想的时候并没有其他任何的意思，校长只是觉得这天上午是他有生以来最激动最有意义最难忘的一天。校长那时觉得只有一个箭步冲上前去将姓周的老师紧紧抱住才能体现他这种特殊的心情。所以，当学生们从教师里涌出来看见校长时都被吓了一跳。学生们吃惊地看见校长站在那里如一只展翅欲飞的鸟一样，做出一种冲上前去的姿态。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　校长那时看见学生们像蜜蜂一样从教室里挤出来时，校长的心跳得很不一般。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　快了。他妈的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　校长这样想着的时候，一只脚的鞋底已离开了地面，那只脚在空中不停地抖动着。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　学生中有一些朝校长这边走来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　校长看见一些学生很认真地向他走来的时候，校长感到十分恼火，校长觉得这些学生们很没有礼貌和教养，这么多年的书全部白念了。校长这样胡思乱想的时候，学生们已经全部走到了他的面前。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　学生们说，姓周的老师大约又在闹肚子了，上课时一直用手捂着肚脐眼以下的一些地方。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　校长最初表现得很木，愣愣的。校长一点儿也没有听清学生们说的话。校长觉得实在听不懂这么学生的话，这些学生似乎用一种很侉的口音和文字与他说话。总之，那天上午学生们说的话，校长一句也没有听懂。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　后来，校长看见姓周的老师如一只麻雀一样从教室里出来后，校长一直绕着姓周打捞市转了许多圈子。校长那时像一只勤快的公羊一样，大声地哼哼着，转来转去。校长这时才意识到这年的夏天他并没有虚度。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　校长向姓周的老师说明一切后，校长看见姓周的老师眼泪汪汪地对他说，多少年来他们俩口子关系一直很好，好得如同一个人，有时还伙穿同一条裤子。姓周的老师眼泪汪汪地请求校长千万不要在他们夫妻之间造成那样一种南北对立的分割的局面。姓周的老师在向校长说完这些话以后，迅速地为校长背诵了一段语录：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　我们都是来自五湖四海，为了一个共同的革命目标，走到一起来了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　校长听见学生的弹弓在远处发出很脆的爆玉米花般的响声。校长那天上午一直弄不清姓周的老师为什么会那样眼泪汪汪。校长认为姓周的老师很有可能是在课堂上时让一些捣蛋的学生气的，校长那天上午一直后悔自己没有陪着姓周的老师共同将那堂课上完，校长觉得自己有些失职。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　校长后来发现姓周的老师有离去的意思时，校长立即果断地伸出手拉住了姓周的老师。校长认为是姓周的老师怕附近的学生们又来欺负他，气他。于是，校长便挺着腰对姓周的老师说要为他做主，对谁也不必那么怕，同在一块天空下活，绝不能有怕字当头的思想来作怪。校长说完话以后，很严厉地向四周的学生们扫了一眼。校长觉得他这一眼扫得很厉害，目光像火药一样，一些学生们被他扫过之后，一定在腿上或什么地方负了伤，伤口正在流血，流红墨水一样的血。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师那时觉得自己浑身一点儿力气也没有。姓周的老师想，如果再让校长这样无休止地纠缠下去，他一定会马上昏倒在地。所以，姓周的老师想趁校长不注意的时候悄悄的溜掉。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师显得很困，脑子里乱哄哄的。姓周的老师在那天上午一直很想睡觉，姓周的老师想随便找个狗窝睡一觉也可以。姓周的老师想睡下后再也不醒来了，可还有许多的事情都在等着他去做。所以，整整一个上午，姓周的老师都显得心神不定，六神无主，一直拿不定主意。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师那时感到有一些类似粉笔头一样的蚂蚁正爬进了他的裤腿里面。姓周的老师便一个人极不自然地笑了一下。他笑得很迅速，谁也没有注意他是在笑。这以后，姓周的老师一直感到那些粉笔头一样的蚂蚁正沿着他的大腿，向小腹一带挺进。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师听到一种意气风发斗志昂扬的歌。姓周的老师想，这歌声真感人，如同痛说革命家史一样。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　歌声渐渐冤屈，一些尘土飞扬起来，吹动姓周的老师满身破烂的衣服。一种哧啦哧啦的撕布条的声音传过来，姓周的老师感到很难过，一个人自言自语地说，还要撕，都破了，还要撕。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师那时感到阳光像胶布一样在扒他的皮。他的皮肤从身上一层一层地被卷起来，如同叠被子那样。姓周的老师看见他皮肤下很细的一些肉黄黄的，如油漆的颜色。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师抚摸着他的皮肤的时候，手中滑过一种十分生疏的感觉。他想，这是一些什么东西呢，这样结实地贴在我的身上。姓周的老师觉得很有可能是一些窗户纸。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　校长那天上午一看见姓周的老师时，便感到十分害羞。校长像一名女教师一样羞羞答答的很难为情。校长看见一些灰褐色的麻雀落到附近的树上，校长那时一点也搞不清姓周的老师为什么要到那些树上去。校长那天还忽然想起学校里的粉笔和墨水都不多了。校长在后来的一次十分偶然的机会里，发现姓周的老师常趁人不注意时，将一些红蓝的墨水大片大片地涂到身上的各个部位。校长看到这些的时候，感到很生气。校长觉得姓周的老师不应该那样严重地浪费国家的墨水。校长想找一个机会单独与姓周的老师谈谈。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　校长这天上午还刮过一次胡子。校长是在很灿烂的阳光下发现自己的胡须像草一样后，才起了刮胡子的念头。校长在刮胡子的过程中，始终闻到一种冒烟的气味。校长觉得这天的胡子像神经一样，刮一下疼一下。校长忍着疼，含着泪，刮完了最后的一片胡子时，觉得下巴处冒起了一缕一缕的青烟。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师那时也闻到冒烟的气味了。姓周的老师闻到烟是从杏花的深处冒出来的，拖着一条很长的尾巴，如一些风中飘曳的阴魂幡。姓周的老师无端地想起教室里的一些课桌上面有一些很亮的冰块。姓周的老师看到这些的时候，嘴里产生了麦芽糖稀的味道，很粘的汁液滑动在黄色的舌苔下面，发出叽叽咕咕的声音。姓周的老师那时以为是谁家的一群刚会走路的小鸡，姓周的老师觉得除了那些小鸡之外，不可能是别的什么东西。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　灰褐色的麻雀像一群衣衫破烂的孩子一样站在学校大门口的阴影里，凌乱的羽毛如同被撕破后的布条。<br /><br /></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><p><span style="color:black"><font face="宋体">【木棉手工录入，转载请注明转自黑蓝及录入人】</font></span></p></span></p>

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<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></span></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">汊子一个人站在西瓜地的一端，附近的一些烽火台被夕阳涂染得一片血红。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子是被一种很响亮的唢呐声吸引到这里来的。汊子那时正在村里闲逛，汊子听到从水库那边传来一种十分响亮的唢呐声时，汊子首先想到的是有人在娶亲，唢呐吹得很热闹。汊子向对娶亲的热闹场面很感兴趣，汊子经常不放过任何一次娶亲的机会。汊子在观看那种热烈而红火的场面时，老觉得自己是那天要娶亲的人。所以，汊子经常站在人群里努力想象新娘的肌肤和花瓣。汊子在想这些的时候，觉得自己是站在一堆面粉里面。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　所以，汊子听到唢呐声的时候，汊子便急急地向水库这边奔来。汊子一路跑着，一路还听见唢呐吹着：猪啊、羊啊，送到哪里去的旋律。汊子的身体很激动，两条胳膊跑起来像两串很暄的馒头一样涨鼓鼓的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子来到水库边时发现四周什么也没有，汊子听见刚才很热烈的唢呐声消失了，只有风吹瓦罐的声音。风把瓦罐弄得像圆号一样，汊子觉得眼睛里有无数匹马在跑，马尾粗大地扑打着他的眉宇和鼻孔。汊子从那时起就有了夜间流鼻血的习惯。汊子的鼻孔里的血常常如两支很长的红油漆筷子，没完没了地里面流出来。有一种无穷无尽的意思。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子在流鼻血的那时，一手撑在墙上，听到自己的身体传来敲击木桶的声响。汊子看见满地的西瓜膨胀不止，西瓜们发出一种猪一样的哼哼声。汊子听了觉得很舒服。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子目前是村里唯一上过中学的人，所以，汊子在一个阳光灿烂的上午被村里的干部轻而易举地截住了。村里弄回一台抽水机一直没人会弄，始终放在水库的附近。村里的干部第一次发现汊子长得很像一名工人。村里的干部让汊子去水库边开抽水机。汊子那时觉得这是对他的信任和考验，汊子便一口痛痛快快地答应了。干部亲切地拍拍汊子的肩膀说好好干，干好了不会亏待你。汊子没有听懂他电话，汊子觉得好象是有一群黄蜂从耳边飞过，汊子那时只看见干部的两排牙齿像排骨一样很整齐。汊子那天上午对这干部很有好感，所以这样一来，汊子的两只眼睛里自始自终都在滚动着一些亮晶晶的鱼鳞片似的东西。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子那天一个人在那台机器旁一直观看了许久。汊子在看着那台机器时，像看着一些陌生的砖头一样。汊子觉得那机器很古怪，有一种蚊子般的嗡嗡声。机器上淡淡的油腻味使汊子不由自主地咽了几下口水。汊子缓缓地用手掌抚摩着机器上的各个部位，汊子那时一点儿不明白那机器为什么一直不转，连轰隆隆的声响也没有。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子在一筹莫展的时候，听到附近传来刷刷的一串脚步声。汊子的心里亮了一下，汊子想终于有人来了，有人来就会帮汊子的忙，这就会使那机器转起来，发出很响很激动的声音。汊子想来人最好是供销社里的于铁民，于铁民曾经开过许多年的手扶拖拉机。于铁民一般情况都能听懂机器说话的声音。汊子想到这里的时候，情不自禁地哼了几句这一带流传的一种小调。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　过了许久，汊子看见那脚步声还一直没有下来。汊子想，这是谁啊，他妈的这样磨磨蹭蹭，半天下不来。汊子忍不住站起身去看，眼前一个人也没有，一些草被风吹得东倒西歪，歪歪扭扭。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子觉得很困。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　在汊子发困的时候，汊子听见水库里通地响了一下，像有一块大石头被抛入水库里，被激起的水花溅得老高。汊子想，这是谁这么捣蛋。汊子看见水库四周空荡荡的，一片寂静。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子最初听见水库里通地响了一声后，汊子便觉得肚子里忽然一阵奇怪的疼痛。后来，又有一块大石头被抛入水里，汊子的肚子便自此以后一直疼痛不止。汊子觉得这事很邪乎。汊子那时觉得很多事情本身其实并不重要。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　远远地看见有一个旋风如砖塔一般自天地间旋来，一些白色的纸片和碎布条在里面上下舞动不止。汊子发现一些飞舞的碎布条很像是学校里姓周的老师的衣服和皮肤。汊子那时觉得姓周的老师很可怜，常年戴着一只大口罩，脸色如黄纸一样。汊子小时候听过姓周的老师讲课。姓周的老师讲课时，汊子总觉得像在下雨，滴滴嗒嗒地声音使汊子觉得心里长了很厚的一层绿毛。一些青蛙在绿毛上跳来跳去，发白的肚皮将汊子的骨头磨得嚓嚓发痒，汊子的牙根里直冒酸水，冒水果糖一样的酸水。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><span style="mso-spacerun:yes"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></span></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">汊子后来回忆起那天的旋风后，总觉得有些不可思议。汊子一向认为旋风是一种很邪门的东西，所以，汊子那天看到旋风后，立即便解开裤子朝旋风撒起尿来。汊子以前知道每当见到旋风后，第一个动作便应该是向它泼洒激流般的尿。汊子在那天上午做完这些的时候，浑身上下有一种如释重负的感觉，如同刚从河里湿漉漉地上来，头发软软地贴在脑门上，四肢冰凉如水。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子在一个月光冰凉的夜晚想到以后应该去开一个豆腐店。汊子想到一块一块的雪白的豆腐时，觉得身上的骨头很软，像被油锅炸酥后一样。汊子闻到自己的骨头很香，是那样一种煮肉的香味，汊子想到自己已经很久没有闻到过肉味了，所以，汊子在此时表现得很不成熟，很不冷静。汊子在那一瞬有些无力承受的样子。汊子稀里糊涂地抚摸着自己的胸脯和一些扣子。扣子在汊子的手掌内哗啦哗啦作响，如洗牌时麻将的声音。汊子听到这些声音后，眼睛变得很硬，两道眉毛像两把鞋刷子一样扫来扫去。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　水库上一片平静。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　嚓嚓的洗衣服生很嘹亮地传进汊子的耳朵里。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子看见豆腐店的门敞开着，一些白气从里面涌出来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民跟着灵魂站在一些粗大的圆形柱子下面。四周飘满了杏黄色的酒旗。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民好半天才发现这原来是一座古老的历史十分悠久的城池。青褐色的街道上布满了蓝色的房子和店铺门面、临街盛开着一些金黄颜色的窗户，又细又窄。在那些高而窄的房顶上，许多硕大的红白的罂粟花冷静而无情地开放着，放射出一种沥青的气味。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民到处东张西望，他发现一些无头的警察如一个个绿色的信筒一样在街上走来走去，裤线里透出一些不太强烈的灯光。警察们的胸脯宽阔而红润，如巨大的猪肉模型。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民在到处东张西望的时候，听见灵魂对他说，拉紧我的手，不敢走散了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民如梦方醒般地拉住了灵魂的手。于铁民一点儿也不只他与灵魂的手是什么时候松开的。于铁民拉住灵魂的手以后，觉得灵魂的手滑腻腻的，十分冰冷，像一团凉粉。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民借着警察们裤线里透出来的一些灯光，看见灵魂的脸上出现了一种十分罕见的高贵而威严的表情。于铁民那时感到灵魂如一位身材高大魁梧的领袖一样竖在他的面前，使他感受不到风的危险。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民与灵魂走过一些青色的栅栏，栅栏的缝隙处显隐出一些山羊的面孔。山羊雪白的面孔纸一般贴在栅栏上。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　在一种巨大的花朵下面，灵魂对于铁民说你先在这里等着，我去办点事就回来，千万不哟啊到处乱走。灵魂说完话以后便迅速地离去。于铁民看见灵魂在这里如入无人之境一般，不觉敬意油然而生，有一种很亲切的东西温情地流动起来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　灵魂去了不一会儿便回来了。于铁民远远地望件灵魂边走边往怀里揣了一种什么东西，于铁民一直不敢问。于铁民是怕弄不好问出乱子来，那样就永远也回不去了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　灵魂问于铁民这会儿肚中是不是有些饥饿，灵魂一直举着一只手说话。于铁民听灵魂一问，也觉得肚内有辘辘的水声。于是，两人便去吃了一些里面拌有花生的饭。于铁民第一次觉得花生具有一种很强烈很浓厚的气味。灵魂不断地嘱咐于铁民说，不要喊他的姓名，不要喊任何人的姓名。于铁民觉得灵魂的一系列话像一些密密麻麻的订书钉一样，整整齐齐地钉在他的记忆里，纽扣边。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　这后来，于铁民便遇见了汊子和姓周的老师。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　最初，于铁民和灵魂两人看见在城门口附近的一些砖墙下新出现了一家不太大的豆腐店。豆腐店的门敞开着，一些白色的气流从里面涌出来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　当于铁民跟随灵魂走过来的时候，于铁民十分吃惊地看见汊子从豆腐店里面走出来。汊子的腰上那时系了一条白布的围裙。汊子在用毛巾檫汗的过程中也看见于铁民和灵魂了。汊子热情万分地将于铁民和灵魂两人请进他们的豆腐店里。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民那天一直感到十分不可思议。于铁民做梦也没有想到会在那样的一个地方遇上汊子，而且汊子还在开着一个生意很好的豆腐店。但这些在当时都显得很不重要。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　汊子那天将于铁民和灵魂两人领进豆腐店里后，使于铁民惊骇万分的是店里还有另外一个人。于铁民一眼就认出那人正是学校里姓周的老师。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师脸上的大口罩湿漉漉的，姓周的老师用一种嗡嗡的车轮般的声音与于铁民和灵魂说话。姓周的老师吩咐汊子端来一盘豆腐给于铁民和灵魂吃。于铁民在汊子用刀切豆腐的时候，听见豆腐如书本一样哗哗作响。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师声音起伏着说，他和汊子，还有会计三个人开了豆腐店以后，一直忙不过来。姓周的老师的意思是想让于铁民留下来大家一起干。于铁民痛苦万状地说自己从来没有做过豆腐，那时候于铁民只认为豆腐就是从水里捞出来的一种食物，那时侯于铁民还没有想得很远。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师说会计一早就出去了，去街上收帐，估计不久的将来便可回来。于铁民在姓周的老师说话的时候，特别地看了看灵魂。于铁民知道会计是灵魂的亲生弟弟。当于铁民看见灵魂正襟危坐，脸部平静如水的时候，于铁民觉得自己的小腿上布满了粘稠的汗液。于铁民那时一直悔恨自己的书念得太少，知道的东西实在不多。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　在于铁民和灵魂起身告辞的时候，姓周的老师和汊子两人几乎在同时扑上来，死死地拉住了于铁民不让走，汊子那时还表现出一种要打架的姿态。于铁民那时觉得一切都很无奈，于铁民便目光很软地望着灵魂。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　灵魂阴沉着脸对姓周的老师和汊子说，老于是北京人，来村里这么些年不容易，赶快放了手，让我们走。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　姓周的老师和汊子听到灵魂的话以后，同时都松开了于铁民。于铁民整整衣服，感到头发和皮肤都火烧火燎地。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　灵魂那天对于铁民说了很多的话，于铁民一句也没有记住。于铁民对灵魂说，以后再也不来这地方了，以后我们就在供销社里下棋，喝酒，吃水果糖。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民那时觉得灵魂真像自己的父亲。于铁民很想把一些牙齿印象按图钉一样按到灵魂可亲可敬的背部。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　当于铁民意识到这些以后，于铁民发觉　自己的满嘴牙齿都变得像一些陈旧的玉米粒一样了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民歪歪斜斜地走在灵魂的深厚，于铁民看见沿街的路上铺满了亮晶晶的硬币一样的碎片。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　临街的一些金黄色的窗户里，传出咔嚓咔嚓的织布机的声音。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　　　唧唧复唧唧，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　　　木兰当户织。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&amp;quot:;times new roman&amp:;quot:;mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:">　　于铁民远远地听见了中学课本上的一些机器声。<br /><br /></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-family:&amp;quot:;lucida sans unicode&amp:;quot:"><p><span style="color:black"><font face="宋体">【木棉手工录入，转载请注明转自黑蓝及录入人】</font></span></p></span></p>

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