<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><font face="Times New Roman"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight:normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt">2007-9-15</span></b><chsdate></chsdate><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight:normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"> </span></b></font><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight:normal"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">一无所有</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight:normal"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"> <p></p></span></b></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><p><font face="Times New Roman"></font></p></span></p><p><font face="Times New Roman"></font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">每次要写的时候都接近零点了。给</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><font face="Times New Roman">xx</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">卫视写了个稿,花了一个多小时。后来一直听歌,一首接一首,听得情绪一路低下去。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"> <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">晚饭是跟郑沁一起吃的(北师大食堂二楼)。这姑娘是在大学时的同学,一个系,四川人,很清秀,大大的眼睛像卡通片里张着大嘴傻唱的小女孩。席间她说她的旧爱就在北京,是一路珍藏的那种少年时的旧爱,是一路争取却没能得到的那种。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"> <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">我理解这种爱。有的人已经成为你青春时代的一个符号了,你看到她</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">他,就会联想起许多场景,那里有一个人的欢乐和悲伤,一个人步履匆匆未及细品的日子。这种苦苦追逐无非是偏执和保守纯真的一种方式罢。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"> <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">话题回到我们身上时。她提起了我们大二的时候曾经一起吃过小火锅,大一的时候曾经在图书馆库本阅览室谈过心……这些我却全然不记得了!几次我几乎被她的诉说打动了,心里满是对朋友深深的愧疚。我身边曾有过多少个这样的朋友啊。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"> <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">李海洋在昨天吃饭的时候叼着烟,懒洋洋说过一句,有逼自远方来,不亦乐乎。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"> <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">我突然抬头问郑沁,你觉得我像二流子吗?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"> <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"> <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">到了宿舍,才看到手机里编辑措辞委婉地批评了我的稿子。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"> <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin:0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="font-family:宋体;mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot:;quot:;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot:;times:">日子往前走,我走在日子的曲折里。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-bidi-font-size:10.5pt"> <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p> [此帖子已经被作者于[lastedittime]1189872915[/lastedittime]编辑过] |